Sunday, December 30, 2007

SWIPE? YEAH SWIPE IT

Okay, bring your dad's or mom's credit card, come over to Y-Fitness, Look for Melanie Ong, and swipe your card!!! Don't ask so much, don't talk so much, don't think too much, just SWIPE it and be a member, or our family at Y-Fitness! =) =)

So, why our blog's name is SWIPE? Cause its all about the MONEY! hahaha.. jjk.. come find me at Y-Fitness, if interested dont forget the name's Melanie Ong. If shy, gimme a call. I dont publish my number here so go friendster and leave me a message. Its Simply ME at friendster. =) cheers~~~~



SWIPE SWIPE SWIPE SWIPE SWIPE !!


-melanie
-Simply ME

Friday, December 28, 2007

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Currently listening to: Oasis-Let there be love.

I know I should be blogging already so here I am blogging on the laptop I got for college. Yes, college. Finally signed up in Sunway University College for my pre-u program. I'll be taking the Canadian International Matriculation Program (CIMP). Honestly, I'm so not ready. Starting college early was never my plan. I mean, I know it's somehow better if i start early but I just don't wanna face reality that quick? haha. Yesterday my parents and I had a talk about me going for the July intake which means I can at least work for my aunt first and get my license then only start college so it'll be easier for me in terms of transport and all. So I tried convincing them about letting me start later and I think I did quite a good job. haha. But then again, I was thinking to myself, the real reason why I'd wanna do tht is because I just don't wanna face it so early la you know. But I'm gonna have to go through that anyway so, I guess I'll just go for the first intake which will be starting on the 3rd of Jan. I worry like shit almost everyday and tht sucks. Who're gonna be my new friends? How am I gonna fit in? How am I gonna start mixing around? Oh Lord, it isn't that hard right? haha.

Thinking about new year sucks too cause it kinda means most things are gonna be different because of college and how we're all graduates of high school now. A whole new year with change isn't really what I'm looking forward to. I just hope I'll be proven wrong later on. Gotta be matured and all already! But I think I'll stay as crazy and childish in a way. HAHA. I have so many things to say about my friends and the thoughts that have been running through my mind but I guess I'll pass on tht.

About Christmas, it was alright. Spent eve and Christmas in Singapore but I think I enjoyed it more at home. I can't celebrate Christmas somewhere else I guess. It somehow has to be at home. I hosted my place for the belated christmas dinner with the girls and we had lotsa fun! No pictures though. Maybe I'll post them up later but I think you know me better so I guess, forget it? :D Chai Yin, Hwei Ping and Ywen stayed over after the dinner but this time they had a good sleep, I didn't. =((

I have like a few more days more to college so whoever that has plans, call me out okay! heh excluding today's outing. i know i backed out but not for the other days! ;) On the final note, I'm gonna miss those times in school cause I'm already feeling it now! Guess what the others said were true. How high school plays an important role in that whole memory collecting part. It sucks that I didn't see that coming when I was in school. haha.

Today's chilling at home day. So I'm gonna watch tv for hours after the chores-Eeeeew. So that's all for now. Let me know if you know whoever else that's taking the same course as me!

P/s: Flabby ywen, that post by you meant alot. I can't usually tell you what I really feel because.. because lah.

Have a nice day! - Sharon.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

okay i present you my cousins. All taken from my cousin's facebook. so ignore her name down there! =)


This is the little girl i love most. SO adorable. She was knocking her own head out of boredom.


All my cousins accept the one in green. She's my niece. In blue is only std 6 she looks so matured already!

This is the smartest. He's a genius. Only 16 but done SPM already. Got much better than me during PMR also. SO i guess the same la for SPM.



Two posers who cannot stop posing by the christmas tree.



-simply me
Merry Christmas !!


I wanted something for Christmas and I got it. But when i got it, i wanted something else. So greedy! Yet waiting still. Not yet twelve, i really hope i get what i want! I always get what i want! What's stopping this one? Is it coming or not?


_________________________________________________________________

New year is also coming soon and im not booked yet. How sad! I wish to go out on New Years Eve with the person i want to go out along with my friends! =) Gosh too much suspense yeah? But this is what i'm here for. Im a new person, i have a better life now and i really thank my few friends who helped me through! It feels so much better. Crying wasnt the solution at all.

i want a few things for the new year. SHOULD I LIST THEM DOWN?? who cares, im listing it down anyway!
  • i want Sony Ericsson T650i or Nokia N93i. No idea why they stop selling N93i but i want it!!
  • i want a new ADIDAS or NIKE shoe. or both will be best!
  • i want a new car! not demanding. a normal car will do. hahaha.
  • i want to be fit! im flubbery.
  • i m so busy i have not enough time to sleep. i want more rest! not wanting to die yet!
  • i want this someone. XD
  • i want EVERYTHING i want! to cut things short. =)

I didnt realise i have so many cousins at my moms side. and more to little kids that are just half my size. Today i realised. Oh btw, i said moms side cause i dont know a soul from my dads side. its Complicated babe!



This is only from one uncle! So how many cousins altogether? x3 or x4 la.. They are so adorable but sometimes so hard to communicate. I dont speak mandarin fluently! Can la, but abit out and tonality lagi out! They laugh when i speak mandarin! Kids laughing at me!! So humiliating.

Okay, now, happy new Year in Advance!
loving you people out there!
(25th December)
Simply Me
Pingy

Sunday, December 23, 2007

our own ways

listen to graduation by vitamin c when u're reading this post. lol



i got to know sharon in form4 and we got close like immediately.
she said, the first time i called her was to ask for homework.
and that's really weird cuz i dont really remember me doing homework. LOL
i heard a lot bout her in form 1 and 2. u know, all those bad stuff, rumours and all.
when i got to know her more, she's a totally diff person from wat i heard.
she's CRAZY, she's loud, she's.. u know...




i dont know when i started telling her my problems,
sharing my happiness and all with her.
and of cuz, she did share with me also but only to a certain extend
cuz, she's a very secretive person. like it's hard for her to open up to pple and stuff.hah
and whenever she tells me her problems, i felt honoured and all. gosh she's gonna lol and ejek me
but of cuz now biasa already la.




we have a lot in common. like the types of music we like and stuff
gosh, i feel so weird to say all these.
cuz we normally will be like,
"YER! who wants to be like u! i hate u lar!"
im so gonna miss shouting at each other.




she's starting college, btw.
tht's why im here blogging.
im quite sad about her starting so early cuz this means tht we'll be drifted apart earlier.
she'll have new group of friends, she'll have new friends to share her problems with and all.
and we wont be telling each other what happenned between '?? and i" anymore cuz we wont have common friends anymore!!!




i remember when i stayed over at her place, the rest were already sleeping and we were stil talking.
were imagining how we'll be and stuff.
i was really sad tht i almost cried.
and what i remember most is brownie slept between us! HAHA
i also remember sharon reminding me to remember what we said the night before.
i bet she felt what i was feeling too.
but we're not those mushy mushy type u know. ahahah


and we set up the xmas tree together!
tht was my first xmas tree and she's the first i set up with.
we had a lot 'first time' together. haha
sharon: "i cant believe im doing this with u"



she always give good advice.
and the best thing is tht she can make decision for me!
haha. she'll "yeeweeeeen!! please make ur own decision laar! i dont know how u're gonna survive out there lar"
good wat like tht, im training her to be a leader. LOL




i just realised it has only been 2 years since i know her.
and we've shared so much!


oh yea, we also like to analyse the way pple talk and how they react to things and all
haha




gosh, im so gonna miss her and all those times we shared together.
i'll miss brownie too!
and i think i'll miss her room, her com, her guitar, piano, living room, kitchen, aiyo.. whole hse la!
her sis, mom, dad and all



anyway, all the best in college!





-y.wen-




Saturday, December 22, 2007

feels like, HOME

Sorry i was too busy to update our dear blog these few days. But now i take the time to start blogging again. Apologize to our dear readers! Okay, i was really busy working. At Y-Fitness to those who dont know. Okay ill start from the day ME, Sharon, and Jay went for amali on last Friday. Come to think of it, time really flies. It's quite sad to think of the memories and who knows we wont be friends anymore? Oh heck!! I dont mean i want it to happen but then again, anything might happen when time goes by. All we can do is, give in our best and see what has been destined to happen. Okay i know, pictures pictures!!

Amali time, we did absolutely NOTHING that has got to do with driving for about Three hours! We did something even more FUN! Played cards for as long as we could. Chor Tai Tee!! Oh however you actually spell it la. SO together with that, i can show you PICTURES!


They didnt know i was taking this photo. Jay was giving out the cards and Sharon trying to think hard on her strategy. Haha.. Since that day, I have been playing CTT till today. Now my kaki is Sam and Ah Ni and my darling Yeewen! LOLZZZ!!

SEE! They had great fun with CTT! We were at the canteen and it was drizzling nonstop. Its another sweet memory we will yearn for when we look back next time! We tak habis playing until the canteen gonna close already! Malay pak ciks was looking at us like as if we did a crime! We didnt involve money also ma. What's so wrong babeh??

Kay then, on the way home, we got stopped by 2 police men. He said too many people in the car. Hello it's a jeep-like car of course meant to have many people la! What's with the seats for then? Haih, all they want is duit kopi la. Typical species in Malaysia! I bet only Malaysia contains these type of parasite. Mengada! And they really took money from the uncle that was fetching us back. Sigh, we are one of a kind. [ btw, now me watching football also and liverpool just scored a goal (minute 13) ]

I cant remember when me, chaiyin and chiajean went to pyramid and on the way i saw the clouds that look superbly beautiful. Clouds always turns out to be something nice. Like a love shape or whatsoever. But this time it looks like a dog that has a chain. I dont know whether it looks like a dog to you or not but it really looks like one to me. So beautiful. Oh please judge how my photo skills are. The pictures all i take nice or not? Thanks to my phone also. But im changing it la. When i get my gaji! WOoOhoOOoo! N93i is my target.

*woof woof* =)

Okay, now i wanna talk about my job. Started working at Y-fitness on Monday the 17th. It is a freaking great job with freaking good pay. I really Thank God that He gave me this job. And and and........ i cannot say this out but Paper Bag and Yeewen knows what!!! Wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah!!!!! This job really gives me a Big Smile la. Although it's really tiring but i love it to bits. If the pay lagi lumayan, i wont wanna study anymore! Lolxz. I meet new people and i have friendly colleagues. Pretty and handsome also got! =) Okay, Y-fitness is at Centro Mall by the way. This christmas tree is a familiar view outside Centro at night.

I went for interview with not a sweat. Wasnt afraid or nervous but was completely O.K! I got a job as Customer Service then now im going up a step above to be a Sales Consultant. Not bad eh? And my 5 friends has to thank me for getting this job for them also. Without me, they won't even know YF got vacancy. So, for one week, my kerja is at the front desk, greeting people, checking them in, and answering calls with this line ::::: Good Afternoon, this is Y-Fitness im hweiping speaking, how may i help you? HAHAHA! Tomorrow, no more! I dont have to wear the ugly orange shirt anymore! I can wear anything i want! YES!!!


This is my desk. As in front desk where i sit and answer calls and greet people! Peak hours are damn fun. Morning is heck damn boring!

This is the yoga/pilates studio. Nice! But smelly to me! hahahahaah... Its nice to see people bending and stretching but guys doing it is so GAY la. seriously..

The Yoga studio when closing time. Beautiful huh? I love the blue lights! And i get to see it every night. This Y-Fitness is a beautiful place la. But kinda small. When i become a consultant please come and join Y-Fitness! The sauna also so damn nice! Got people go there to just bathe and come out! hahahaha.. that is how nice it is. i think.


Female's room. Lockers behind me. I look nice in red dont i? =) I love ADIDAS now btw. Can u see those adidas logos? =} LOVEZ


Okay, yesterday was my off day. Me,yeewen and sharon went to YF to work out. After that, we went to sharon's house to put up christmas tree. i was supposed to join them but i slept the whole time. HAHA! i so sorry darlings! So they did it really well. And it looks beautiful!

Told you it was beautiful! But i love the teevee more! ahaha.. So damn nice la. They took long to this, so give them their compliments. =)

Okay, in about 6 hours more i need to go to work and become a new person! =) I love my family there. So friendly, lovely and everything nice!

I m so geram btw. My computer off 6 times while blogging. Luckily its automatically saved at drafts. Just so you all know. Im tired la. It just offed again. I need to work at 7am.
I love working there because its tiring and it keeps my mind busy.
=)
Okay, here's a song. Just for fun. I m not singing to anyone of course! Its "home" by michael buble but westlife COPIED! but i like de copied version tho. haha. I keep listening to this song while working. Not sien also. LOL






"Home"

[originally performed by Michael Buble]

Another summer day,
Has come and gone away,
In Paris and Rome,
I want to go home,
Mmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by,
A million people I,
Still feel all alone,
I just want to go home,
Oh I miss you, You know,
And I've been keeping all the letters,
That I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two,
I'm fine baby how are you,
Well I would send them but,
I know it's that it's just not enough,
The words were cold and flat,
And you deserve more, Than that,

Another aeroplane,
Another sunny place,
I'm lucky, I know,
But I want to go home,
I've got to go home,
Let me go home
I'm just to far,
From where you are,
I've got to come home,
Let me come home,
I've had my run,
Baby I'm done,
I want to come home,

And I feel just like,
I'm living,
Someone else's life,
It's like i just stepped outside,
When everything was going right,
And I no just why you could not come along with me,
'Cause this was not your dream,
But you always believed in me,

another winter day,
Has come and gone away,
In either Paris and Rome,
And I Want To Go Home,
I miss you, You know,
Let me go home,
I've had my run,
Baby I'm done,
I want to go home,
Let me go home,
It'll all be alright,
I'll be home tonight,
I'm coming back home.


Get home for christmas babes!
Merry X'Mas in advance to all my darlings!
and Sharon, i never will forget. enjoy at s'pore. love yah!
Simply.Me
(23rd December)

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

SHRIMPS,TOMYAM,CULTURE.

Bangkok was a blast. i mean, I had a blast there. it was DARN fun although it was only the four of us, as in my family. when i got into the airport, the first thing i witness was politeness. they were SOOO polite to us i tell you! but then again, i thought maybe they're only that way towards us tourists but then i puposely see how they greet each other (the other thais) and they were even more polite! haha. in a way, they go, "sawadi ka" with their palms put together, raised up to their chest, u know what i mean. just got back today, and i thought i'd blog tomorrow but since i have another 15 minutes before my computer shuts down, i'm gonna try completing this with a few pictures as well. more pictures should be put up in my sis's blog. (Amelia if you don't know)

Yea so anyway, shopping was like, WHOAHH. haha. things there were cheap, especially in the market. but the markets there aren't like the markets here la. not like pasar malam or anything like that. there're shades and long alleys for you to walk in and all. again, pictures in amelia's blog. then we got to go to the shopping complexes. it's like 1 U and The Curve all around. except that there were more varities in the shopping complexes. you can see billabong and roxy everywhere. they're on sale like clothes u see in parkson? the only thing is that, the sales back home are greater than over there. they don't really have sales for branded stuffs like these.

The food? OH MY GOSH. times 100. it's THAT good. i think i gained like 2 or 3 kgs. but then again, with all the walking to the sky train, i think the fats were kinda burnt off la :p on that note, the public transportations in Bangkok are efficient as well. relating that to Singapore's. obviously you cannot compare with the ktm stations here back home. btw, is that wht u call it? ktm? lrt? hahahaa. i dont even know. yea so bout the food, the tomyam there's like authentic man. so freaking good everytime i see it pass by, my mouth becomes watery. i sound like a fatty hor? but really, it's so spicy and sour. and sweet at the same time. the food court, or rather the food loft is so comfortable to be at! haha. i mean, it's very nicely built and the food there are equally good as the food in places like windmill. price also quite nice, btw. Dinner every evening is unforgetable. we had tony roma's on the first night. their baby back ribs are SUPERB. together with the barbeque sauce. Second night was the authentic thai food. Third night was seafood. I got alot to say bout the food but i think ill let the pictures do the talking. haha. again, in my sis's blog.

okay okay, i gotta go! almost 2! sorry,tried loading some pictures but the internet connection's killing me. and yes, dad set this crappy timer on my comp to just ensure himself that he still has control over us. hah. to get a better picture, just drop by amelia's blog. she'll be blogging soon, i guess.

Goodnight! Kopunka! (thank you) ;) - sharon.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I MISS:

1. how sharon used to embarrass me in school
2. saying hi to teachers' kids with shafa and sharon
3. doing(i mean copying) homework with the other lazy ones
4. sharon having pms. she'll TsssSSSKk at every single thing and then shafa and i will turn
and TSSKK back at her. and we'll all laugh. it was so fun
5. saying cik puspa wore her bf's clothes to school and asking them to look at her horrifying
shoes. LOL
6. doing the '1 2 clap' in pn.chua's class.
7. waiting for each of them to go for recess.. and miss them getting angry when we didnt wait!
8. i miss eating nasi ayam in canteen
9. mr. choo
10. hitting each other's ehem and ended up lying on the corridor.
11. talking bout our love life when teacher's not teaching.
12. acting dumb when teachers asked whether we've finished our homework.
13. singing during assembly.
14. wearing uniform.
15. being thin. ahahahhaahah!
16. 'chai yin'
17. shafa
18. goin around school to collect money.
19. having to do almost everything on my own for the club.
20. reminding myself to be friendly to the juniors.
21. singing out loud in class with them.
22. sleeping in the class. and ask shafa to tell teacher tht im sick.
23. going kd.
24. staying back in school.
25. farting to each other! ahahah. till we came up with 'IJF'(i just farted)
26. running away or closing our nose after one of us fart and when miss priya asked, we point at
each other.
27. graduation day which we cried so much!
28. the teachers.. even cik puspa. LOL
29. bodeking teachers.
30. SCHOOLING!!!!!
-y.wen-

Monday, December 10, 2007

PRAY

everybody, pls pray that brownie get well soon. i dont want him to go back to that clinic.. he got some infection i think. and he has to stay there. i just went to see him. he was shaking like hell. i've never seen him like that before. n the stupid dogs there kept barking making him even more scared. thank god that sharon's coming back today. oh btw, i was supposed to take care of him when sharon's away but unfortunately, he fell sick. so SUEI! i felt so like crying when i see him like that. imagine sharon n amelia see him that way. GOSH!







get well soon, brownie!




-y.wen-

Sunday, December 09, 2007

Nonetheless

Tell me about the world that is evolving now. Please God. Everything is already just fine. BUT, what's with rape cases increasing drastically? What's with std six girl suiciding because of UPSR results? Hello! Back then when i was std 6 i didn't really look at it like a big exam at all. I bet it was because her parents were pushing and hoping for good grades la. You know when you over expect for things, and you don't get it, you feel so disappointed and useless? So, go with the flow and chill. Feeling tensed, i bring you DotA. Play and you'll feel better. It ain't violence la. Not and advert also tho. Whoever reading this, pray for planet earth. Global warming, violence, abusing children are not what we want. Pray for a better miracle to happen. Although everything is already a miracle according to Walt Whitman, we should be hoping for the best. The poors are getting poorer and the rich, richer. Civilize the uncivilized, bring them up, give them light, give them food, give them shelter, give them what humans are supposed to have. God did not specify who shall be rich and who shall be poor. It's all about teamwork, man power, man will. HELP THEM ALL. This is so random but i really wanna voice out ; kebebasan bersuara! I'm not wealthy, but i wanna work my way through and reach my GOAL and then i really pray wealth wont make me a different person. =p

help them.
give them love.
give them attention.
give them education, educate them!
pray for them...............now.....and.......................forever!



-pingy

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Shout unto God.

I just got back from camp yesterday and I tell you, it was one heck of an experience I'll never forget. It was so good, I even despise myself for doubting from the very beginning. Before the camp, I just thought to myself tht it'll not work on me, considering how much I was lacking. In terms of the walk I was having. But with the grace and anointing that was poured in camp, everything changed. Even the fellowship with the others from different churches were good. It was a combine youth camp with four different churches. Harvest Christian Assembly, Bethany Christian Centre; Singapore, First Assembly of God; Kota Bharu and Sanctuary Praise; Damansara. It amounted to about 100 plus people altogether.


First day of camp was a little difficult, as in.. awkward? haha but obviously we needed time to warm up with new people and especially our dorm mates. Finally got to talk to Carmen. She was my neighbour and kindergarten friend back then but she shifted after kindergarten and I didn't have any contact with her since then. Haha she was so shy at first, it was so hard for me to talk to her or ask her about how everything is with her now. But from the second day onwards, we started talking and catching up on everything we didn't know about each other. It was great, getting to meet and know such an old friend. Took a few pictures with her but I'll only get them when I see her online. =) In fact, there are hardly any pictures of camp with me right now.


My group members were a little too quiet on the first and second day. I almost died there man. Really cannot tahan. Rui yuan was the leader and Blessing from Sanctuary Praise was the assistant. Blessing was truly a great blessing to me. When she shared, everything she said was so true. She relates our daily routines to God and how we can change our perceptions towards the challenges we face and I was so glad to know so much from her. She's from Africa by the way. John and Melissa from Singapore were great people too. John's a funny and open person. He tries so hard to make the group members to talk and open up about what they have in mind during devotions but they hardly work. Haha. Melissa keeps speaking mandarin and telling me Chinese proverbs, like I understand la? hahaha. So when I tell her I don't get what she's saying, she explains them in english and I'll go 'ohhh....' When she starts doing it again, I just look at her and she'll right away explain in english without me asking her wht it means. haha. Bet she must be thinking I'm some banana. yea i know i am la ok. Exchanged email addresses with them, in hopes of keeping in touch.

There're a few pictures I have with me but I'll insert the rest after I get them.

Clockwise from top: Sabrina, Caleb, Fangyi (duh), Gideon, Rui Fong and Aivy.

Group members during games day. We were shampooing our hair to collect foam to be put on John's body. Haha.

Gwendolynn.

Moving on, the camp just got better and better. The services were awesome. His presence was there, so strong that I just stopped holding back. The last two sessions really hit me. I just broke down and surrendered it all. It reminded of the camp I attended in Grace back in 2003. But this was even greater because now I know how much I have and what I can do with my walk with Him. Fellowship with the rest of them from hca just got better. I learnt alot from the worship ministry as well. Serving in the worship team is also a really great experience because it teaches me how to do it all unto God and give praise unto Him by using the talents I have, which He gave ;) It was so different from the camp with them last year. Really enjoyed the camp and there're no regrets at all. None. Quite camp sick now actually =(

God is awesome. Without Him, none of this could've happened!

xx - Sharon.

Regret? stupid thing to do.

Do listen to the crazy yeewen. In form5 i've skipped school more than i can even count. All my mom did in primary up till form5 from not letting me skip school has gone to waste. When my mom wasnt around i skipped form5 like as if there wasnt school at all. And now i regret every single day i skipped in my life. I blame myself for being so easily manipulated and mended. SUE MY ASS. I wish i could sit for SPM again. hahaahaha! BYE

pingy
I MISS SCHOOL!!! i regret not spending enough time there!

to pple who are still schooling, pls dont skip school... u only have 5 years in high school! and those are the best times in your life!


REALLY! REALLY WAN REALLY RALLY WAN

im high

-y.wen-

Thursday, December 06, 2007

I so wanna sing this to someone! HAHAHA! So many songs can express me in many ways!
Now, back off and let me join my pieces. I dont need you anymore.


Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Damn i regretted visiting Michelle's blog. Now that i did, i have to continue this drama.



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1.Sharon

2.Yeewen

3.Fangyi

4.ChiaJean

5.Michael


6.ChaiYin

7.Marina


8.JeremyT

9.HanJien

10.Vicky

11.Chinchi


12.Aishah

13. MaeSi

14.JayMi

15.Loosin

16.IanShaun


17.PeiLing

18.Rebecca

19.IvanSee

20.YeowSheng



How do you know 14?
-JayMI
Since std6. She was a prefect and i hated her. But now i <3>


What would you do if you had never met 1?
-Sharon
I guess life wouldnt be so bored with her around and maybe my life would be a mess cause she gives good advice. [omg later she kembang]


What would you do if 9 and 20 dated you?

-Hanjien and YeowSheng
Hanjien is already taken. He has a gorgeous girlfriend. But to both, i wouldnt mind. XD


Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?

-Chaiyin and Peiling
A good laugh. I dont think they even know each other. 2 opposite type in character wise.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
-JeremyT

Errr...To yeewen yes!


Do you know anything about 12's family?
-Aishah

Yeah of course i do. Mom is a good cook. Dad is a very friendly man! 2 bothers, one married and the other one not. I love her family. They seem sooo happy together. =)


Tell me something about 7.
-Marina
She's a crazy person! XD She's also like me, bad in speaking chinese. I cannot stop laughing at what happened when we were out for steamboat.

What is 18's favourite?
-Rebecca
Huh i know this one. Its ONE TREE HILL!

What language does 15 speak?
-Loosin

All kinds of language. Rojak pun ada!


Who is going out with 19?
-IvanSee
Sharon's cousin.Ya chin i think.

How old is 16 now?
-IanShaun

Our age, 17.


When was the last time you talked to 13?
-MaeSi

Yesterday. When we were at CJ's place having wine and playing Monopoly.

Who is 2's favourite singer?
-Yeewen
This is tough. But as far as i know, she loves all those slow songs.


Would you date 17?
-ChiaJean
HAHA. No!


Is 15 single?
-Loosin
I dont know. But i think so.


What is 10's last name?
-Vicky
Hui Mei i guess. sorry if im wrong


Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?
-ChinChi
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!! no comments


Which school does 3 go to?
-FangYi
STAR. I hate that school. =)


Where does 6 live?
-ChaiYin
In Malaysia! haha i dont really know what's that place called.


What is your favourite thing about 5?
-Michael
He's friendly and funny. And i think he loves my friend. =))


I tag :
Fangyi
Ivan
YeowSheng
JayMi
Loosin

You can stand under my umbrella.

NOTE THAT THIS POST DOESN'T POINT OUT TO ANYBODY BUT TO EVERYBODY


Every morning you wake up to the sounds of birds chirping and the smell of the hot breeze, hoping that your day will turn out like those fairytale cartoons, but sometimes, everything happens like the real world. You may end up having happy moments or the other way around. No matter how much you try to avoid, all these unpleasant moment will eventually strike your day. For example, if ever break ups do happen, you will feel like the world isn't the place for you to live anymore, but think again, God has everything planned for us and no matter how sick your friend can be, your friend will definitely be there for you no matter what situation. Friendship is what i'll be bringing to my grave. You may think that friends do not understand, but have you think about how your friends think for you? That is a question everyone should ask themselves. Unhappy moments, lovely moments, happy, funny, crazy, or whatsoever are part and parcel of life. Whether you like it or not, it will come and go.


AND THIS IS FOR MY DEAR FRIEND @@@@@@@ :
NO matter how painful your day is, we are there for you. But please understand us too. We wanna be there for you but yet it seems like you don't want us to be there because you think we do not understand. I do know how painful it is to go thru such moments. I went thru it once and i thought it was the end of the world for me. But now i wanna laugh at that silly me who think like a fool. Give God a chance to show you the REAL WORLD. When you are done thinking how silly you were, then let it be a lesson and part of a chapter in your life. However, we are all here for you. You do know that. Don't run away from the fact.




btw,
TAN JAY MI,
HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY

4.12.2007


You are one charming person we all will never forget. Its great to have a friend so loving,caring,crazy,funny,hyper and not to forget, very easily get pissed like you! So its a moment we all share, because when we shine, we'll shine together. =)


So there you go. The angel that smiles and frowns in a different way from anyone else and that makes her unique in her own way. Pictures of her birthday party will be posted anytime soon. Dont have it yet. Party was fun but i wont tell you ppl what i ate that night! =)



signing out,
love,
simply ME ~~~ ping

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

speechless already

i've tried my best to change ur mind.
im really tired of keep telling u tht he doesnt worth all tht..
i know u're quite upset about me hating the idea tht u guys be back together but i just dont want u to be hurt over n over again.
u have no idea how much we're worried about u.
we didnt mean to go against whatever u say or do.
we're just trying to protect u!
i know it's hard n i know how it feels.
but i also know tht u might fall even harder the next time.
u deserve better..
anyways, we love u and will always be there for u......

Sunday, December 02, 2007

You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair you know
To just keep me hangin' 'round
You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't want to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown
And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go
You can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with
And just let me move on
Don't concern yourself
With this mess you've left for me
I can clean it up, you see
Just as long as you're gone
You not making up your mind
Is killing me and wasting time
I need so much more than that
Just leave the pieces when you go
Oh, yeah
Leave the pieces when you go..
There you go :)

Saturday, December 01, 2007

What's wrong if one wants to have a lil fun?I mean its not wrong right to laze around, have fun, have outings with friends,get a job, or get my driving license done?Come on, this is what teenagers are, so accept the fact that we just wanna have fun. I am gonna enroll in college but i just do not wanna go so soon. Maybe second intake. Its not forever we can have this time to hang out with friends. SO WHY KEEP ASKING ME TO GO FIRST INTAKE AND NOT WASTE MY TIME?? GEEZZZ =.=

Okay guys and girls, there's an open day at taylors on the 7,8and9 December. We are all going, so anyone? Fangyi come along too la. I still dont know what i want to get myself to do. Medicine is so out of my mind. Graphic designing? Hospitality? Tourism? Business? I have no idea edi la.

Okay going out for steamboat soon..seeya!


xxoxo,
simply ME

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

SPM'S OVER SPM'S OVER

im so gonna miss all those times i spent in school! with shafa, sharon... we laughed n played so much in class!!! n jay, cy, jean, ping, mae, marina.... gosh!!! im so gonna miss all tht! I LOVE SCHOOL!!! I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! I LOVE TEACHERS(some)!!!



p/s: im in sharon's hse dying hair.. heh



-y.wen-

"3rd INDEPENDANCE DAY"

We went to pick Sharon & Marina up after Biology and after they mandi we sent Jay home. She didnt get to go cause her mom was worried about the road-blocks. Anyways, without any obstacles we headed to SP(Subang Parade) not sunway thru Kesas Highway. Reached there dy straight had Kenny Rogers Roasters. Like one big happy family we dine! Me,Sharon,Yeewen,Jean,Chaiyin and Marina. Jay and Mae couldnt.

Then we went to Toys R'us. Felt like kids again! So fun to go back to SP after so many years. After that we went to arcade and played racing car,motorcycle,shooting and hitting. The steering of the car was sooooooooooooooooooooooo eeeky smelly ok?!!! Smells like sweaty palms and wht's not. Omg! After shopping and all we went home about 7pm.

Bad luck, we got stuck after Klang's toll. Stuck in the jam for 2 hours! Road-blocks la what else!! They fight we suffer. The 2 hours really got us Crazee. Sharon was so crazy like her brains stuck at her butt she kept waving to the people on her right. We also put on our shades and took picture nonstop. Me,Chaiyin,Sharon and Marina. I guess the car behind must be wondering what are these crazy girls doing. Pictures will be put up when i get it from our source. =) Not long after, we winded down our windows and blast the music Lollipop by MIKA and sang loudly when passing by a car that broke down. The guy was looking at his tyres then look and wonder which alien came down to planet earth. LoL. So funny larhhhh!! Do not ask, we were even talking about how dogs *=)*. hahahahahaha..

9 something we had dinner at mamak. Not for long tho. Then all bersurai. hehe! I went back, took off my lenses and straight away slept like a pig. But at 4 am my leg hurt and i seriously cried ok?! I woke my dad up and he massaged my leg. eheh.. sweet uh? Kla, thts all for now. More to come yet.



xoxo,
simply me



Loves

Goodbye stress, Hello life :)

I have finally got through high school. no I mean we, have finally got through high school.
SPM is OVER. So, what's next? i really have no idea. Thinking about what comes up next is scary and exciting at the same time.

But again, we are high school graduates! OMG OMG. I still can't get over that fact. Our lives are gonna be so different, we ARE gonna go our separate ways and we'll not be as close as we all are right now but oh well, at least we have a few more months to recollect what we've lost a few months back, preparing for SPM.

So yea, it's all over and done with. No more uniforms, no more assemblies, no more rules. That's quite depressing somehow but we'll learn to love what freedom really means. I bet tht'll be in no time. :D

We ALL need to do some catching up okay! Hanging out shouldn't be a problem now, should it? and Oh oh, have so many trips to look forward to in the month of december! Thinking about it gives me adrenaline. HAHA.

I promise pictures from outings and trips.

off - paperbag

Saturday, November 24, 2007

LIFELESS

For some of us, we are done with what we call BIG examination. After we're done, it's like, what's our aim now? what's our goal? Damn i totally forgot what we are searching for now! You know that kinda thing? Im down with sleeping for hours. I slept at eleven last night. Got up at 11am this morning. Then i went back to sleep again at 1-4pm. OMG!! So lifeless,so useless. Is my life gonna turn out this way throughout? NO WAY HOZZZZAYY!! But i still can't see where am i heading to. So MY birthday and Sharons, DOWN. Next we'll be seeing Jay's and Mae's. Then next year the whole process re-runs. Wanna see our cake? So effing cute!


Thanks for the effort guys. Correction it's "simply ME". The cake was huge, creamy, filling, and yummy! Muahhhhh


Please la if gonna buy cake next, i m gonna choose i dont care! Im so sick of chocolate cakes. I want fresh white cream cake. JAY's birthday on the 4th Mae's on 16th. Leave the cakes to me. hehe. Okay we went Shabu-Shabu yesterday. The place smelled like a place for creatures to live anyways it was nice and satisfying.


I bet no one knows about this picture. Haha. Marina, why that face?


On the way to Yeewen's place night before Moral i think, the sky near her place was beautiful. REally was. Take a look for yourself.


On Friday night, it was better but i dont have a picture on it. The lights were jumbled up and looks like a LOVE in the sky. I guess that was actually a day for couples to go out and have a romantic day. See my phone camera aint that bad huh? Pictures are actually pretty nice but i need to change! And this time no more Sony for me la. Its stylish but FREAKING sensitive.

So, bye!
-simply me-

Friday, November 16, 2007

Lotsa Love <33

I'm officially 17. Which loser has to sit for SPM on her birthday? Me. But there's more.

Frankly, I wasn't even looking forward to this day because I really did not expect anything besides, it's SPM la c'mon. (yea, yea) HAHA. But then right, I have this bunch of great friends who planned for a small celebration after the EST papers which I wasnt supposed to know about. But then the so called party planner screwed it up by sending a message to me which was supposed to be sent to another person. Just to enlighten you, the incompetent one was none other than yee wen. hahaha. so we had a small gathering in kfc. yes, kfc. fun wht. Hweiping and I were the spotlight. HAHA. hers was on the 3rd. everyone managed to make it and usually it's really hard to get EVERYONE for a gathering and we also had shafa and aishah together with us. I got another treat from Mae in BR after tuition. Pictures should be up in Ejinn's blog. Well oh well, just thought I should at least talk about this AND to also tell you guys how much I appreciate all tht effort. =)) I got to make 3 wishes. and I wasn't selfish okay! I shared one of it for you guys too! =DD


Hugs and Kisses - paperbag

Friday, November 09, 2007

Stress,Off-Mood,Hypocrites

Damn right? Spm is in like another 2 more days. Im freaking every single bit of my intestines out. Or not? LoL. kay to all Spm-ers, all the best, have faith, pray alot, do not neglect GOD. Here's a story by me to chill out.




I dare say, an individual have their rights,pros and cons but the right question is, how far can a society accept the ugly part of certain teenagers this era? With proofs and evidence, i judge that kids with attitude problems are going to face disgraceful moments throughout their life. All they need though is to either have an attitude make-over or learn it the hard way(experience,regret,learn ; unlearn and relearn).

Evidence and proof are just almost everywhere. Wherever one goes, one sees. The elderly people will not let this matter go down the drain. They'll be the ones who bring this teenager back down to earth and learn it the right way.

No matter whichever point we look at, individuals that have wealthy parents or grandparents tends to show their wealth and capability of spending more than a moderate family can afford to. They even tend to brag about it and make the moderate families seem more like poor families and what more about the poor families? This is very shameful and sore to the eyes but what can we do to stop this "war"?


gawd sorry i dont wanna go on with this that spoils my mood. but whoever that terasa yall know what to do la. Not that im ms.goody-goody but i SERIOUSLY HATE PEOPLE WHO BOAST ABOUT WEALTH!

Bye all the best

Friday, October 19, 2007

Another year.


camwhore.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGYI!
a.k.a swipe's blog's back-up a.k.a never failing help a.k.a nerd? whatever. LOL. Hope you have a great year ahead. May you delight in the ways of the Lord. God bless!


And I know I was number 9 la but I think that doesn't really matter right? Consider this as your present la huh. hahaha.


:)
signing off- paperbag (on behalf of swipe wth)

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

And I mean it. The song's DAMN good. sorry I forgot to state the title but some of you might already know. It's Apologize (the post's title la) by One Republic Ft. Timbaland. Go download! =D Who were the One republics anyway? [??] lol.

Apologize

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...
No, no one's emoing. It's just a song I think is really nice. Totally LOVE the tune of it.
All the best spm-ers! :)