Pressure

Looks like this blog belongs more to ping and yee wen so i guess it's time for me to tell ppl tht i actually exist. first time blogging, so i dont know if this will actually appear or not. lol. exam week's killing me. i've never had enough sleep since the beginning of this week. freaking STRESSFUL.

Worries never stop bugging you, whenever you enter the class for exam, you panic because you think you're not ready, after the exam, u get worried, wondering if you did well, and when you come home, you look at your mother's face, knowing tht she hopes for good results from you but you're so afraid tht you might disappoint her. just look wht exams can do to your innocent, little brain. [drama]

Late nights, over-dosing caffeine, black rings, headaches. gah, i dont deserve all this! oh wait.. i think i do. sigh, stupid last minute revising. i seriously have to stop this horrifying habit of mine. oh yea, i SERIOUSLY mean consistent studying after the exams. im a nerd? whatever. tell me, how to i deal with time when i have 2 weeks of mid year examinations, and after tht i have piano practical exam!? i only have a day which is friday to get prepared for my exam. had so many extra classes this week, and im gonna have more next week. bloody crap. wht do you call this other than pressure? anyways, wish me luck. dont wanna fail this practical exam. cant afford to.

signing off - slxw