The perfect nail

Sharon's blogging. Tht means it's a MUST read. haha, not really. Just got home from a long day out for youth service and then we had a surprise party for jo-anne. ( I'm not sure if her name's like tht with the '-' ) We were all busy talking about it during the youth service so then after that we went over to her grandma's place, plan went on bla bla.. When we got the signal that she was coming, all of us hid in her kitchen and she gave the weirdest expression. Haha to me at least. Wondered why she ran into the kitchen, surprised as if she kinda knew already but when we asked her why she did that, she said she just wanted to see wht food there was in the kitchen. She must be really hungry huh. That caused her to run in. I'm not being sarcastic,really.

So then we spent some time together during her party and honestly, that was the best party I've been to. Not like it wasn't anything much but I finally feel like I belong there. I've never really mentioned about this to anyone because I wasn't from HCA since the beginning. It was Grace Assembly. So then getting into another church for youth service was somehow a little weird and awkward but I guess it's all falling into it's place now. Don't know if there're any unhappy parties about me attending two churches but it's not like I'll blame you for thinking that way. It's only normal, I guess? But oh well, it's all for Him right? So yup, it's all good now. Finally starting to appreciate the bunch of youths who take forever to order food whenever we're in any restaurants for dinner. Haha. :)) Off to Damansara tmr. Oh one more thing, I'm glad we're gonna try avoiding "politics"/gossips now. It makes life a better living.


God bless!


signing off - paperbag

Me love, me love me love!!!!

I feel someone burning hot. TRIALS does produce bitches! So whoever posted that i agree!! Haha.. okay dont go whoa and OMG cause we all know what these FUC*ing trials created many misunderstandings, and truth about true friends and so and so. See i'm already half emo. But it's soon gonna end. Thanks for those who provide me with tips and all. You don't ask from me i definitely won't give. BECAUSE NO ONE GAVE ME WILLINGLY WITHOUT ME ASKING. *laughs*

Okay I am feeling so relaxed because trials are soon gonna be done with but sad, lonely, and etc etc. SO MY DEAR FRIENDS, LETS GO FOR BADMINTON! I wanna play till i drop and die there. PROBLEMS SOLVED, MANY PEOPLE WOULD BE HAPPY TOO. Before i go, i want yall to know what song's have been helping me lately throughout the moments of life where you see true attitude flowering from almost everyone. I had a bad time these trials, i may be smiling at you ppl when i see you but im crying hard inside. SO here you go ::


1. Tears And Rain - James Blunt
2. 1973 - James Blunt
3.Dance Floor Anthem
4. Hey There Delilah
5. Shut Up and Drive

Dear my beloved friends, i cried for you all, i love you bunch of monkeys and I'll always love yall. Now, you gotta leave me in peace cause im going to DOTA!! MUAHHHHHHH

Have.A.Nice.Day
FO

SHUT UP.



GO AWAY.



I CAN'T STAND YOU. both



p/s: trials produce bitchES.




off - Don't ask. I mean it.

My weaknesses

was studying yestarday(yes, started stydying already) and got distracted.. i started listing down my weaknesses and felt like blogging about it... so, here i am.

1. i like to complain about pple's attitude. err, like when i dont like someone's attitude i'll complain about it the whole day..maybe few days... sometimes weeks. pple need to complain rite??? if keep everything inside, we might go crazy rite rite/? i only complain and dont mean anything else. so, next time, if u heard me complaiing bout u, dont make a big fuss k? i just dont like tht part of u.. i still wana be friends with u.. haaha

2. i get pissed off very easily. especially towards pple whom i was angry with earlier. and i'll snap at tht person constantly. it's very annoying i know. keke.. but i'll change the way i treat tht person very quickly. i think?? i need someone to tell me wat im doin is really annoying n i'll start to change, really. not everybody can do tht though. if just anyone come up to me and tell me im being annoying, she/he might be my next target.. LOL

3. im really good at procrastinating. i actually planned to study 3 months ago but i started like 2 days ago.

4. i talk big. everytime when i say i'll do this and that, i'll end up doing nothing. i'll feel very disappointed with myself after that.. but i'll still do nothing! gosh

5. love taking responsibilities and then complain about it later. this is very bad.

6. i spend a lot. ask my friends, especially those who went shopping with me.. they'll tell u..

7. im fickle-minded... like i'll say im taking business today and i might tell you tomorrow that im taking masscom.. and then in future, i might sell bah kut teh.. yes, that bad.

8. i got problems in trusting pple's ability. this is a huge one.

im changing though.

9. i laugh for no good reason. sharon: pple might feel insulted.

guess she felt tht way before.. haha! so, now ya'll know, next time wehn i laugh and u feel insulted, i really dont mean it.

10. i get influenced very easily.. like when i mix with wild pple, i'll be very wild.. and when i mix with err, simple ones, i'll be very simple.

11. cant really talk to pple im not close to.

12. im too confident sometimes.. very bad

13. i care too much. like when someone's behaving incorrectly, haha, i'll try to tell and make her change. and they'll end up disliking me.

OR

i'll come up with a plan like having an outing or somethig just to let the whole group of frens have fun or spend time together because we're not tht close aymore or something but i'll end up feelig disappointed. it wont work, especially when ur group of frens is quite big.

i guess i dont care tht much anymore towards this new group of frens. and i feel better.

14. i wanna be treated like how im treating others. so, if i treat u good, u treat me good k?? haha but if i treat u badly, maybe i was having bad mood or something so forgive me and see how i treat u the next time.. n if still bad, forgive me once more.. LOL

n the third time, im still like tht, ignore me. haha

15. always expect too much from pple. friends especially.honestly, i think of problems with frens more than problems with my family.

okay, this is a very long one.. haha.. and wat's good about me is tht im not shy to tell pple my weaknesses.. lol.

-ywen-