I want a teacup pig

Enough said.

And by the end of the night I'mma have you drunk and throwin' up

And by the end of the night I'mma have you so messed up

assignments, assignments, ASSignments!!!!!!

Jamming after mamak

S&R- Hard to love you (The Wreckers)





-ping

You call it a day, I call it a gift.

Hngh! The feeling right now of freedom and being able to breathe fresh air again and not collected dust among books is simply magnificent. It doesn't just end there. The best part is everyone else feels the same!

Having dinner together and having conversations about EVERYTHING and not about our studies nor how was exams. Absolutely without pressure. No more heavy eye bags, no more exam tension, and no more sleeping with books hoping for knowledge to run into the mind (that's totally a joke). Laughed till our stomach bloat with air and still go on for more. Unfortunately, this will not last forever as we only have break for at most 1 month, which is mine. *laughs

So we were taking a few pictures with my cell and Aishah's digital camera when I suggested that Yeewen should try smiling without opening her mouth after this picture was taken.


And then we tried once, she couldn't help it but to laugh and ruin the picture. And then we tried second time, but guess what? She totally deleted the picture off my phone without me knowing! Yw, I'm so cursing you right now!

We had our usual dinner at our usual place, 4 sekawan. As usual, it's like we own that place; laughing like nobody else was around. Aishah totally lighted up the situation even more with her stories and her nonsense.

Even without alcohol involved, she sounded and acted like she was flying higher than any of us. I mean not that we drank, but we are the ones with exams just over.

This is the girl, the very same one I knew since I was in primary. She lives 2 minutes away, we studied together for UPSR, PMR, and SPM. We used to go cycling together, buy junks and eat, and do all those crazy things. The best is eating at her place because her mom cooks the best food! Yes, unbelievable. Even I can't seem to believe that I have such a good friend (that sounded somehow wrong). Sadly, I'm gonna shift soon. All this while I was so happy thinking of moving to a new place but I never thought that of I'll lose a neighbor like her. It's freaking 2 minutes away, in future, it will be 30 minutes away at least.

I guess when you grow up, you gonna lose bits and pieces anyways. Just hope that you few people wouldn't be the ones I'd be losing. And I meant that.

And so, after that we went over to Sharon's, do the usual thing we do when we have guitar around. AND THEN, we had peanut butter with bread. OMG!! Do you know how good it was? It was just normal peanut butter and normal bread, but what made it so awesome was because it was PEANUT BUTTER and the last I actually had Pb and bread was like almost a year ago? Or more.

We went over to the cove for a while after that. Run, sprinted, laughed, cycled, and scared ourselves. Well, at least this isn't what you get everyday. And such moments are to be treasured forever. Here we go again. *laughs




*h.ping

Blue Sky

When do stars fade their light?
Does the moon and the sun make it right
For you the world maybe
Like an endless storm chasing a mystery

Is there hate in your heart?
Does your body drop and tell you to stop
Loving you or loving me
When it all falls down you just sing with me

Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need

Oh don't you wash away that smile
You just look out the window and see the light
It's beautiful to be alive
It's wonderful to live a life

The sun is sure to shine
For you and me for everyone
So don't be sad it's just the start
Of a new beginning in your life

Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need

Rain will keep on pouring
Some things you can't control
And while the sun seems far and hard to hold
It will unfold

There will always be a blue sky
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
for love...yeah...
for love...yeah...

Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need

Someday

You can run

And when everything is over and done

You can shine a little light on everything around you

It's good to be someone

And maybe someday

We'll figure all this out

Try to put an end to all our doubt

Try to find a way to make things better now and

Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud

We'll be better off somehow

Someday

-becs-

Hey guys, thank you all for the birthday wishes!! i realised at 12am i didnt have credit to reply you'll cos prepaid expire d hahaha. And thank you thank you for the birthday treat! (eventhough i suspected abit at the start ;p) haha love u guys loads! let us all embark on this wonderful and insightful journey into adulthood togeda-geda! :)

ps: ehhh how come not all the pics taken are in the album?? get mae si to upload the rest, i want to see my face haha

-loser 2#-

Abomination

I am completely disgusted by the light sentence General Raymond Germanas got of with after being caught with downloading 1000's of child pornography images.

This 69 year old repulsive old man holds the highest rank in the French army and also served as a chief military advisor to two defence ministers before.

You'd think that this would be more of a reason for him to get a heavy sentence. A supposedly honoured man with years served in the army, holding respectable ranks and who should be upholding the law, harmony and decency of society doing something as deplorable as watching child pornography.

Instead all he gets is a 10-month suspended jail sentence and being stripped of his rank and right to wear his uniform. *Wtf*

The judge even said of his 3000+ images confiscated from his own computer obtained from websites with disturbing titles like 'Lolita' and 'Babylove' were some of the most hardcore ones ever seen by the court. It involved children as young as 6 BLOODY MONTHS in "unspeakable acts".

The SOB claims he 'deeply regretted' his behaviour and only turned to child pornography during a difficult time in his life. Which was when he was suffering from brain tumour, going on to claim his tumour might have affected his sense of self control.

This is his defence? No seriously, this is really his damn defence???? I'm suprised the judge didnt throw her gravel at his ugly screwed up face.

If so, next time we all can use headaches and fever and migraines as justification for our sexual attraction, for example, towards animals (beastiality) or corpses (necrophilia). Great.


-becs-

Catwoman

I suddenly remembered about this woman whom I read of a long long time ago. Anyone recall Jocelyn Wildenstein a.k.a Catwoman? If you don't, let me refresh your memory on who she is.

After spending around $4 million on plastic surgery, Jocelyn changed her looks from this:

to this:

The story is, that her husband was no longer paying attention to her. He was also cheating on her with a 19 year old Russian model. The only time he seemed to be happy was when he was with his pets; exotic cats. And so she remodelled her whole face to resemble the cats, thinking that he would love her again if she looked like his beloved pets.

However, when he first sees her after her drastic transformation, he screams in horror as he's unable to recognize Jocelyn.

....................................................................................................................................................................

The stupid things women do for stupid men.

-becs-

I'm here! lol

anyone wanna do my stats assignment for me?? i pay you 5 bucks cuz it's worth 5%.
LOL im desperate. it's due on friday and i still dont know how to use excel. fml.

-ywen-

Where is EVERYBODY?

This blog was once dead. Wait a minute, many times dead. Every time we try to revive it with our flaming chicken shit (hangat hangat tahi ayam) it dies again after a few weeks. Now, I ask, where is permanence? Or what is permanence?

Let's do the thing we love to do most! Talk endlessly with the thick motion of bullshit. It doesn't matter as long as we are having the time of our lives.

Cheers. And by the way, did I mention that I love you guys so much? Chi muis! Lol.

Okay peeps! Saturday the 20th for dinner we go eat yummy cheesy ala mexicana cuisine in SHEPHERDOOOOOO!! Its open till 2am so we could have a late girls night out (exception for sharon loser) haha let me know! Ciao bellas! xx

ps: oh we can maybe go karaoke before dinner too! lol

-bex-

Speak no EVIL

At times, people get too rude without knowing.
Sometimes they just want to be rude and they don't care what others think.
But also at times, people just keep saying things they have no idea it totally offends another.

Be it out of personality, habit, or arrogance, it's just something everyone should control. Self control is totally something very difficult to achieve, but it's never possible.

-Ping

boredom?

have you ever wondered what's the purpose of you being here?

because all you know is, you're a burden to everyone in your life.

it feels like you don't belong anywhere.

and everything you do is a mistake to everyone else.

the more you try to help, the worse things become.

and then again, you ask yourself, "why am i here in this world"

cuz no one needs me here

and all i do is cause troubles.

i'm a burden.

i'm a burden.

i'll always be just a burden.

The many many months of not updating.

"Why I can't see your blog anymore?!".


Reason being was we felt shy to have a blog with no updates at all. But putting it to private was just pure upsetting. I guess I, or a matter of fact, we, just want everything back to normal again, and if anyone objects, we can for sure set it back to private again.

I'm gonna be updating at least once a week. Or maybe twice a month. I do not wanna over commit! So here are some updates from the last we stopped blogging. Apologies to all who were upset, lol.

Starting from Jay's birthday.

Jaymi's 19th birthday. At her place.

Innocence sets in before what comes next. Uno blocks.

Then horns starts appearing.

Here we go. Caught on picture, Sharon going for some tequila shots.

Then:
Here's tong yuen festival.


And Christmas.

A rose handmade by a guy. Most beautiful thing ever!

Finally it came to a new year. 2010. Where we start seeing a BIG 2 of our age!
Chai Yin's birthday.

Ooops. I see myself there. Chaiyin having her surprise by us!
Planned by yeewen.

Shocked till couldn't stop crying. She thought we forgot and we didn't wish her.

0.o

*smacks* Facial!

Okay this uploading so many pictures is boring!

Now:
Yee Wen's birthday.

Finally it's yw's turn to cut her cake. All grown up =)

Took me three times to get just one picture of her.
Do expect her to say, "DELETE! Again again!" after first take.

Her prezzie from Chaiyin.

Cheers to a happy time at work. Now back to studying!

*ping

see through

Back in 2008, I asked, where is permanence.
Today I ask the same question again. Everyday we make different choices, leading to different directions and we end up being in some places else we never thought we'd ever be in.
We've all had moments where we take a step back just to ponder and reflect how far we've come, or rather just how different things are.

Do you regret them? Do you ever wish to yourself that if only things and everyone else stayed the same when they were all just good enough, you'd never have to bear more hardships and heartaches. If only we were all happy enough with what we had, never wanting more, never looking for more, we'd never take another step forward from where we were previously standing.

Today, I witness the burial of a dear 9 year-old loyal and loving dog, 3 feet under. Together with weeping eyes and grieving faces, we all think, if only there was permanence.

People come and go, in and out of your life. We all do, as we wish. But really, everything in between is just kept silent because we all know that really, only less than a handful stays with you.

They say it takes losing something to truly appreciate it. Why can't we all play a role of permanence so we'll never have to lose to learn.

Why mold us that way.

Always too many questions to everything and too few answers to anything at all.

5 days into the new year now; cheers to more excitement, new challenges and less permanence :)

Because I still believe, that in spite of everything good and bad, change is for the better.