What I hate people do (and I do)

I hate it when I'm dragged into your issues.

I hate you for making me the middleman between you.

I hate you for laughing at me when I'm being serious.

I hate you for rubbing into my face of what I don't have.

I hate you for turning things around and making yourself sound like the victim.

I hate having to ask you.

I hate myself for the way I deal with problems. Which is by not dealing with it at all.

I hate myself for resorting to temporary highs to get over it.

I hate myself for not feeling.

And lastly,

I hate that I have so many things to hate.