I fear.. Time.

Here's a quickie.

So, I was talking to my sister about how awesome it felt when it was the last day of SPM last year. I was telling her what we all did together after my Bio paper (considering I was the only one in the group together with Marina taking it) and that you guys were all waiting in the car outside school, ready to leave and conquer the world like never before nyaha.

Then only it hit me tomorrow, it's going to be the last day of my Pre-U programme. ohmygaaawddd. Sorry la lagging a little. But seriously, it was just last year and right now I'm done with pre-u. WHAT THE HELL! This is shit scary. Okay talking shit. Nobody cares. But really, time passes too fast. Can't the world stop just for a moment.

Night after SPM. Damn poyo right. Haih. But not like we cared anyways.

Taken off Nicole's blog. (please don't kill me. i'm crediting you here :S)
Last day of class, 21st Nov 2008.

BYE!

Paint it Black

So, again...

HOW!?!?!?!?!?

ugh.

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Becca and Ywen, we're going to do some good in Dec, yes?

"keep each other motivated okay!" says ywen. HAHA.

All the best everyone. It's the exams :)

It's another Birthday

So long never visited this blog. Now only I realized I didn't make my wish. SO, here it goes.

(16/11/08)

Dear BestFriend,
I know I'm a little late.
But here it is,
Happy Belated 18th Birthday
on the blog.

You have always meant something to me,
You always made my day a little brighter when it was gloomy.
You managed to hang on when I was ignorant.
I treasure every bit you sacrificed,
for this friendship that lasted so long,
and it will last,
FOREVER!!

I know you're going through lotsa hectic routines lately. Just hope you'll slow down a little and give yourself a pat on the back and say that you shouldn't push yourself too hard. Think about the ones who loves you, hun!

-ping

Might as well.

I need an optimist.

Hey, where did that light go?

..because every step you take, every decision you make, leaves a mark on your life.

if you want to make a difference, surround yourself with those who are not of you. if you want to make a difference, stand firm on your principles, continue believing in it, take a step of faith.


make that difference.

that was what I learned when I was 14.

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omg it's november. next week's my finals. then it's goodbye sunway. and goodbye to so much more. it's heartbreaking.

oh and, badminton sucks balls these days. T_____T

paperbag ;)

tied together with a smile-taylor swift

Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty
is the face in the mirror looking back at you
you walk around here thinking you're not pretty
but that's not true,
cause I know you...

chorus

hold on, baby you're losing it
the waters high,
you're jumping into it
and letting go
and no one knows that you cry,
but you don't tell anyone that you might not be the golden one
and your tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone

I guess it's true that love was all you wanted
cause you've given it away like it's extra change
hoping it will end up in his pocket
but he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
oh, cause it's not his price to pay
not his price to pay...

repeat chorus (2x)

you're tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone...
oh woah
goodbye, baby
with a smile, baby, baby.

-ywen-

Beyond This Door.

So they tell me about timing. What lies behind it, what it tells you, right at that moment when you need feedback.

Don't you see
that more than you could know or hope for
Lies beyond this door
Like a treasure buried deep it waits
To be discovered, waits to be released

Open up your heart
For just a moment let true freedom take its hold
And I promise you that what you'll find
Is more than what you've always preconceived

This life's not long
Like a breath it comes and goes
So unguard your heart
Let these walls around you fall

If you could see beyond the here and now
I know that everything would change
But you're hard and scarred by what the past
Has made you into
Shaped what you believe

I know you've been failed
And I know that you've tried
It's always the same
Time and time again

But you have to know
That nobody else
Can stand in your place
and face the crowds

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Okay i know you guys have been asking me everyday in college about that list i'm suppose to make but i really don't have a list to make la. Not that i'm shy or anything, you know i can't wait to rip all of you off anyway ;) I'll come up with at least one thing by the end of this week ok. (what do you guys think about that room i want all by myself as a present? wanna make it come true? haha)

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you know how sometimes you try coming up with so many awesome things to tell maybe, your close ones or whoever just to make yourself sound fine, like everything's rockin' and shit. But you obviously know it yourself that it's just because you don't wanna seem so vulnerable and low. Who're you kidding, really.

It's a busy month. I'm sure I'm not the only one who's stressing out. I need to list down the things i'm left to do for the semester before my finals:

-IB test TOMORROW
-Econs ISU essay on Friday
-IB video and presentation on Monday
-IDC presentation outline on Monday
-Econs seminar presentation on Tuesday
-IDC ISU presentation due Wednesday

Thanks to Shal for taking up a bigger task in our IDC preparation. This will pass. Yes, we will all be fine. Pfft.

Hello again, books.
sharon.

the hourglass.

if you were given memories and a lifetime, would you try going back to make it all happen again, or would you just treasure them as how they were and never ever try to relive it.

if it was, and still IS something you think of day and night, something that remains with you, would you, or would you rather not because of the things you fear might happen if you do. because sometimes, attempting to relive it might ruin it all.

i'm sorry, 2 am brain talking here.

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before i log off and stop myself from babbling any further,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, PING!

from all of us to you.

i know what you'd say. legal to puff more, yes? you know i'll also be there to make it even harder.
haha.

lotsa love, swipe.