SPM'S OVER SPM'S OVER

im so gonna miss all those times i spent in school! with shafa, sharon... we laughed n played so much in class!!! n jay, cy, jean, ping, mae, marina.... gosh!!! im so gonna miss all tht! I LOVE SCHOOL!!! I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! I LOVE TEACHERS(some)!!!



p/s: im in sharon's hse dying hair.. heh



-y.wen-

"3rd INDEPENDANCE DAY"

We went to pick Sharon & Marina up after Biology and after they mandi we sent Jay home. She didnt get to go cause her mom was worried about the road-blocks. Anyways, without any obstacles we headed to SP(Subang Parade) not sunway thru Kesas Highway. Reached there dy straight had Kenny Rogers Roasters. Like one big happy family we dine! Me,Sharon,Yeewen,Jean,Chaiyin and Marina. Jay and Mae couldnt.

Then we went to Toys R'us. Felt like kids again! So fun to go back to SP after so many years. After that we went to arcade and played racing car,motorcycle,shooting and hitting. The steering of the car was sooooooooooooooooooooooo eeeky smelly ok?!!! Smells like sweaty palms and wht's not. Omg! After shopping and all we went home about 7pm.

Bad luck, we got stuck after Klang's toll. Stuck in the jam for 2 hours! Road-blocks la what else!! They fight we suffer. The 2 hours really got us Crazee. Sharon was so crazy like her brains stuck at her butt she kept waving to the people on her right. We also put on our shades and took picture nonstop. Me,Chaiyin,Sharon and Marina. I guess the car behind must be wondering what are these crazy girls doing. Pictures will be put up when i get it from our source. =) Not long after, we winded down our windows and blast the music Lollipop by MIKA and sang loudly when passing by a car that broke down. The guy was looking at his tyres then look and wonder which alien came down to planet earth. LoL. So funny larhhhh!! Do not ask, we were even talking about how dogs *=)*. hahahahahaha..

9 something we had dinner at mamak. Not for long tho. Then all bersurai. hehe! I went back, took off my lenses and straight away slept like a pig. But at 4 am my leg hurt and i seriously cried ok?! I woke my dad up and he massaged my leg. eheh.. sweet uh? Kla, thts all for now. More to come yet.



xoxo,
simply me



Loves

Goodbye stress, Hello life :)

I have finally got through high school. no I mean we, have finally got through high school.
SPM is OVER. So, what's next? i really have no idea. Thinking about what comes up next is scary and exciting at the same time.

But again, we are high school graduates! OMG OMG. I still can't get over that fact. Our lives are gonna be so different, we ARE gonna go our separate ways and we'll not be as close as we all are right now but oh well, at least we have a few more months to recollect what we've lost a few months back, preparing for SPM.

So yea, it's all over and done with. No more uniforms, no more assemblies, no more rules. That's quite depressing somehow but we'll learn to love what freedom really means. I bet tht'll be in no time. :D

We ALL need to do some catching up okay! Hanging out shouldn't be a problem now, should it? and Oh oh, have so many trips to look forward to in the month of december! Thinking about it gives me adrenaline. HAHA.

I promise pictures from outings and trips.

off - paperbag

LIFELESS

For some of us, we are done with what we call BIG examination. After we're done, it's like, what's our aim now? what's our goal? Damn i totally forgot what we are searching for now! You know that kinda thing? Im down with sleeping for hours. I slept at eleven last night. Got up at 11am this morning. Then i went back to sleep again at 1-4pm. OMG!! So lifeless,so useless. Is my life gonna turn out this way throughout? NO WAY HOZZZZAYY!! But i still can't see where am i heading to. So MY birthday and Sharons, DOWN. Next we'll be seeing Jay's and Mae's. Then next year the whole process re-runs. Wanna see our cake? So effing cute!


Thanks for the effort guys. Correction it's "simply ME". The cake was huge, creamy, filling, and yummy! Muahhhhh


Please la if gonna buy cake next, i m gonna choose i dont care! Im so sick of chocolate cakes. I want fresh white cream cake. JAY's birthday on the 4th Mae's on 16th. Leave the cakes to me. hehe. Okay we went Shabu-Shabu yesterday. The place smelled like a place for creatures to live anyways it was nice and satisfying.


I bet no one knows about this picture. Haha. Marina, why that face?


On the way to Yeewen's place night before Moral i think, the sky near her place was beautiful. REally was. Take a look for yourself.


On Friday night, it was better but i dont have a picture on it. The lights were jumbled up and looks like a LOVE in the sky. I guess that was actually a day for couples to go out and have a romantic day. See my phone camera aint that bad huh? Pictures are actually pretty nice but i need to change! And this time no more Sony for me la. Its stylish but FREAKING sensitive.

So, bye!
-simply me-

Lotsa Love <33

I'm officially 17. Which loser has to sit for SPM on her birthday? Me. But there's more.

Frankly, I wasn't even looking forward to this day because I really did not expect anything besides, it's SPM la c'mon. (yea, yea) HAHA. But then right, I have this bunch of great friends who planned for a small celebration after the EST papers which I wasnt supposed to know about. But then the so called party planner screwed it up by sending a message to me which was supposed to be sent to another person. Just to enlighten you, the incompetent one was none other than yee wen. hahaha. so we had a small gathering in kfc. yes, kfc. fun wht. Hweiping and I were the spotlight. HAHA. hers was on the 3rd. everyone managed to make it and usually it's really hard to get EVERYONE for a gathering and we also had shafa and aishah together with us. I got another treat from Mae in BR after tuition. Pictures should be up in Ejinn's blog. Well oh well, just thought I should at least talk about this AND to also tell you guys how much I appreciate all tht effort. =)) I got to make 3 wishes. and I wasn't selfish okay! I shared one of it for you guys too! =DD


Hugs and Kisses - paperbag

Stress,Off-Mood,Hypocrites

Damn right? Spm is in like another 2 more days. Im freaking every single bit of my intestines out. Or not? LoL. kay to all Spm-ers, all the best, have faith, pray alot, do not neglect GOD. Here's a story by me to chill out.




I dare say, an individual have their rights,pros and cons but the right question is, how far can a society accept the ugly part of certain teenagers this era? With proofs and evidence, i judge that kids with attitude problems are going to face disgraceful moments throughout their life. All they need though is to either have an attitude make-over or learn it the hard way(experience,regret,learn ; unlearn and relearn).

Evidence and proof are just almost everywhere. Wherever one goes, one sees. The elderly people will not let this matter go down the drain. They'll be the ones who bring this teenager back down to earth and learn it the right way.

No matter whichever point we look at, individuals that have wealthy parents or grandparents tends to show their wealth and capability of spending more than a moderate family can afford to. They even tend to brag about it and make the moderate families seem more like poor families and what more about the poor families? This is very shameful and sore to the eyes but what can we do to stop this "war"?


gawd sorry i dont wanna go on with this that spoils my mood. but whoever that terasa yall know what to do la. Not that im ms.goody-goody but i SERIOUSLY HATE PEOPLE WHO BOAST ABOUT WEALTH!

Bye all the best

Another year.

camwhore.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGYI!

a.k.a swipe's blog's back-up a.k.a never failing help a.k.a nerd? whatever. LOL. Hope you have a great year ahead. May you delight in the ways of the Lord. God bless!

And I know I was number 9 la but I think that doesn't really matter right? Consider this as your present la huh. hahaha.

:)

signing off- paperbag (on behalf of swipe wth)

And I mean it. The song's DAMN good. sorry I forgot to state the title but some of you might already know. It's Apologize (the post's title la) by One Republic Ft. Timbaland. Go download! =D Who were the One republics anyway? [??] lol.

Apologize

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait...

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

(But that's nothing new)

Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue

And you say

Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,

But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holding your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground...

No, no one's emoing. It's just a song I think is really nice. Totally LOVE the tune of it.

All the best spm-ers! :)

It's a random post really. More about how you mengendalikan your study routine. Kay, here are a few habits i bet it occurs almost EVERYWHERE and how you avoid it.

Number 1, before a particular paper, you sit down looking at all the tips you have. Okay, at random you have to read chapter 1 Chemistry, rate of reaction. Before you even start reading, you will flip to CONTENTS and ah, page 123. *flip flip flip*.. Ooo rate of reaction. Hmm wait lets see how many pages are there. *flip flip flip*. "ahh, 26 pages!!" chuck the book aside and continue lying down and end up dozing off. Lol that happens to me most of the time, so advice advice advice, DO NOT FLIP YOUR PAGES!

Number 2, lets just say you do not chuck your book aside, you decide to go have a munch on something. When you enter you kitchen, suddenly you smell something good. "hmm, forget about biscuits, this smells better". Start eating and when you're done, you go back to your book and give it a stare and "ah ill do this later, i think its time for TV". Byebye book.

Number 3, papers tomoro you see, you have been neglecting your book for some time now. Okay wait a while, got Final Destination 3 now la!! In a while. When you're finally done, its ten! 10!!! You end up reading till 1 something then. Why not study first watch tv later? there is a difference and there is SATISFACTION!!

LIKE ME, i always say there is always tomorrow. What if tomorrow's SPM already? Fudge it and please get down to studying!! Do not let mummy and daddy down. Muahh swipe! i love you girls alot... see ya




-pingy
-truly me
-simply me
-JUST ME

The perfect nail

Sharon's blogging. Tht means it's a MUST read. haha, not really. Just got home from a long day out for youth service and then we had a surprise party for jo-anne. ( I'm not sure if her name's like tht with the '-' ) We were all busy talking about it during the youth service so then after that we went over to her grandma's place, plan went on bla bla.. When we got the signal that she was coming, all of us hid in her kitchen and she gave the weirdest expression. Haha to me at least. Wondered why she ran into the kitchen, surprised as if she kinda knew already but when we asked her why she did that, she said she just wanted to see wht food there was in the kitchen. She must be really hungry huh. That caused her to run in. I'm not being sarcastic,really.

So then we spent some time together during her party and honestly, that was the best party I've been to. Not like it wasn't anything much but I finally feel like I belong there. I've never really mentioned about this to anyone because I wasn't from HCA since the beginning. It was Grace Assembly. So then getting into another church for youth service was somehow a little weird and awkward but I guess it's all falling into it's place now. Don't know if there're any unhappy parties about me attending two churches but it's not like I'll blame you for thinking that way. It's only normal, I guess? But oh well, it's all for Him right? So yup, it's all good now. Finally starting to appreciate the bunch of youths who take forever to order food whenever we're in any restaurants for dinner. Haha. :)) Off to Damansara tmr. Oh one more thing, I'm glad we're gonna try avoiding "politics"/gossips now. It makes life a better living.


God bless!


signing off - paperbag

Me love, me love me love!!!!

I feel someone burning hot. TRIALS does produce bitches! So whoever posted that i agree!! Haha.. okay dont go whoa and OMG cause we all know what these FUC*ing trials created many misunderstandings, and truth about true friends and so and so. See i'm already half emo. But it's soon gonna end. Thanks for those who provide me with tips and all. You don't ask from me i definitely won't give. BECAUSE NO ONE GAVE ME WILLINGLY WITHOUT ME ASKING. *laughs*

Okay I am feeling so relaxed because trials are soon gonna be done with but sad, lonely, and etc etc. SO MY DEAR FRIENDS, LETS GO FOR BADMINTON! I wanna play till i drop and die there. PROBLEMS SOLVED, MANY PEOPLE WOULD BE HAPPY TOO. Before i go, i want yall to know what song's have been helping me lately throughout the moments of life where you see true attitude flowering from almost everyone. I had a bad time these trials, i may be smiling at you ppl when i see you but im crying hard inside. SO here you go ::


1. Tears And Rain - James Blunt
2. 1973 - James Blunt
3.Dance Floor Anthem
4. Hey There Delilah
5. Shut Up and Drive

Dear my beloved friends, i cried for you all, i love you bunch of monkeys and I'll always love yall. Now, you gotta leave me in peace cause im going to DOTA!! MUAHHHHHHH

Have.A.Nice.Day
FO

SHUT UP.



GO AWAY.



I CAN'T STAND YOU. both



p/s: trials produce bitchES.




off - Don't ask. I mean it.

My weaknesses

was studying yestarday(yes, started stydying already) and got distracted.. i started listing down my weaknesses and felt like blogging about it... so, here i am.

1. i like to complain about pple's attitude. err, like when i dont like someone's attitude i'll complain about it the whole day..maybe few days... sometimes weeks. pple need to complain rite??? if keep everything inside, we might go crazy rite rite/? i only complain and dont mean anything else. so, next time, if u heard me complaiing bout u, dont make a big fuss k? i just dont like tht part of u.. i still wana be friends with u.. haaha

2. i get pissed off very easily. especially towards pple whom i was angry with earlier. and i'll snap at tht person constantly. it's very annoying i know. keke.. but i'll change the way i treat tht person very quickly. i think?? i need someone to tell me wat im doin is really annoying n i'll start to change, really. not everybody can do tht though. if just anyone come up to me and tell me im being annoying, she/he might be my next target.. LOL

3. im really good at procrastinating. i actually planned to study 3 months ago but i started like 2 days ago.

4. i talk big. everytime when i say i'll do this and that, i'll end up doing nothing. i'll feel very disappointed with myself after that.. but i'll still do nothing! gosh

5. love taking responsibilities and then complain about it later. this is very bad.

6. i spend a lot. ask my friends, especially those who went shopping with me.. they'll tell u..

7. im fickle-minded... like i'll say im taking business today and i might tell you tomorrow that im taking masscom.. and then in future, i might sell bah kut teh.. yes, that bad.

8. i got problems in trusting pple's ability. this is a huge one.

im changing though.

9. i laugh for no good reason. sharon: pple might feel insulted.

guess she felt tht way before.. haha! so, now ya'll know, next time wehn i laugh and u feel insulted, i really dont mean it.

10. i get influenced very easily.. like when i mix with wild pple, i'll be very wild.. and when i mix with err, simple ones, i'll be very simple.

11. cant really talk to pple im not close to.

12. im too confident sometimes.. very bad

13. i care too much. like when someone's behaving incorrectly, haha, i'll try to tell and make her change. and they'll end up disliking me.

OR

i'll come up with a plan like having an outing or somethig just to let the whole group of frens have fun or spend time together because we're not tht close aymore or something but i'll end up feelig disappointed. it wont work, especially when ur group of frens is quite big.

i guess i dont care tht much anymore towards this new group of frens. and i feel better.

14. i wanna be treated like how im treating others. so, if i treat u good, u treat me good k?? haha but if i treat u badly, maybe i was having bad mood or something so forgive me and see how i treat u the next time.. n if still bad, forgive me once more.. LOL

n the third time, im still like tht, ignore me. haha

15. always expect too much from pple. friends especially.honestly, i think of problems with frens more than problems with my family.

okay, this is a very long one.. haha.. and wat's good about me is tht im not shy to tell pple my weaknesses.. lol.

-ywen-

FAREWELL

e-ling's left for US to study musics. if im not mistaken, her flight is at 2 something this afternoon. hope im not too late to blog bout this now. heh

this is e-ling for those who dont know her.

take care, e-ling! we'll miss you.. though we're not tht close but u've been a great friend! have fun in the states! but not till u forget us.. haha

sorry for not sendig u off

anyways, take care, have fun and DO NOT FORGET TO MISS US!

-ywen-

i seriously dont know wat to do! my uncle is shifting in. i dont want! i want privacy! my uncle has friends who come visit him very frequently. n now he's staying in my house temporarily.. stiil thinking whether to shift here or not. even now when i'm posting this, my uncle n his fren are here.. watching tv.. n if they come near, i have to minimise this page.. i DONT LIKE la... i've never had men at home since my father shifted. i dun feel comfortable i my own house!

imagine u were always alone at home, reach home only, switch on the tv n computer, sit there like some kampung girl n dont need to bother whether anyone will see u being like that.. how nice rite?? n now?? i cant sit like how i want, cant do wateva i want, cant sing loudly, cant talk on the phone anywhere i want! it's torturing me la! I NEED PRIVACY.. oh, if u guys wanna know, i'm always alone at home because my mom has to work at her 24 hrs coffe shop.. my siblings except for my f3 bro are staying with my grandma.. n my f3 bro dont come back sometimes...

imagine how much freedom i used to have.. n now!?? ugh! i cant have parties without any adults at home anymore.. worse, there will be men when i have party.. I HATE THIS! my computer n tv all are in the living room la! n imagine if they smoke like some babi hutan.. I CAN DIE! sigh

btw, on monday, i went to a gay's wedding dinner.... yea, GAY... they got married.. i dunno how.. n they had their wedding dinner at oversea restaurant in PJ. he's our coffee shop's frequent customer and tht's how my mom got to know him. n so, he invited my mom to his wedding dinner. both the 'bride' n the bridegroom wore the same outfit; one yellow button shirt n black pants. they kissed when pple ask them to and they'll take pics of them kissing.. i have one too! haha.. i'll upload next time to show yall... they actually met online and they chatted for 3 days.. then, they fell in love.. the 'guy' is from thailand.. they met at genting after chatting for a month.. then, they went bangkok, koh samui n pattaya(i think) and got married after that. crazy rite??? so fast.. but seriously, im not against them.. my mom's fren was bornt this way.. his family had accepted this n they were there too, at the wedding dinner...

err.. i actually got something else to talk bout.. but i've forgotten.. hehe.. so, tht's all for today.. still feelig kinda emo..

I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITH MEN WHOM I DONT TRUST!!!!!

if one day u guys call or msg me n i dont answer or reply, do call my mom n tell her something bad has happenned to me.. haha! jkjk

-ywen-

All I Can Say.

Finally I am able here to post.

For my life, so far so good. After so long.
As what Fang Yi said I will only post in my own blog .
Sphank you baru tau. See now I am here.

I have a confession.
I am spending my time now looking for forgiveness for the sins I have committed.
Am disappointed about myself.
Yes hear me say I do sins. Thank you to cursing. I am praying for it. Prayers!
Man I must stop it before I have to go to the grave yard.

Thank you Hwei Ping saying am a chicken driver.
Thank you for saying me that I made the world seems to be peaceful.
Jesh ask Sharon how I drive okay ? She is the first to sit. Haha.

As Hwei Ping stated last week was the Miss MGS competition.
Is a can pengsan dot com when I saw a girl wearing a pair of "roof" on her shoulder.
Tell you that costume were amazing.
It is the Kelantan Cik Siti Wan Kembang Costume.
In addition she drew her face like a deer.
Picture can't see so obvious cause it is damn far from stage.
And mine are too expose. Yeah cause no sleeve.
Chai Yin was just nice. Like Kakak Puteri Gunung Ledang.

Now I upload the pictures.
Preferable a blog with a lot of pictures.
At least you can see those faces changed since from so long till now.





















Can see I smiling so pathetically ? I was giggling and the whole row felt the vibration. Haha.
This is the whole bunch of us with a damn cun morning and smiling can go for darlie advertisement.

Enough Said.

Kampung LeuCine is violently cheerful. =)

Sushi at Sakae's.

We actually planned to go for sushi on Sunday but since we had dinner with the aldults, we thought we could make it today. So, we went to Subang Parade earlier today for sushi. We tried out Sakae's Sushi since Jacinth said it's not bad there. Pictures? =D

Now all deaf and dumb people can go there to have their sushi.

Doesn't look that good I know. No high tech camera like kennysia's lah okay. California roll was quite good.

soft shell crab

Kakiage

Black sesame ice-cream

I like the environment there. Maybe because the place was quite deserted but if you wanna give it a try, never go on weekends. It's usually packed with people. The food was quite affordable and to me, it was even cheaper than the usual sushi outlets in Klang like, Sushi King and Genki Sushi. Seriously.

=)

Everything went well until we saw something REALLY disgusting. We were at the elevator and Jacinth started making that sound when one's feeling nauseous. Jacinth smelled something foul and she told us tht it smelled like urine. So we looked around and guess what we found?

U-R-I-N-E. yes, right at the corner, on the floor beside the rubbish dump. And I thought Subang has more civilised people than Klang would ever have.

That's all for today. Don't really have much to talk about and I'm not really in the mood either. Oh well, thought I'd blog now cause I don't think I'll be coming online as often anymore. Freaking out already la. Trials sooo near and I'm busy,slacking. Have a nice day!

xoxo - paperbag.

What happens when you have an impatient and full with fury driver on the roads? Answer is accidents, accidents and more accidents! Not only that, after getting involved in an accident, and if you unfortunately hit or knocked a malay rider or driver, YOU ARE DEAD!! One whole kampung will come after you. We are not in Tokyo eh, so We Malaysians should be original and drive like patient drivers. {Ya ya look at hweiping acting all smart and innocent. Lets see the way she drives when she gets her license!} I actually found a smart-driver or shall i say chicken driver? Lol. Just kidding but it's Loosin. The way she drives, the whole world seems so peaceful!

Last Saturday was our school's Bintang MGS and Miss MGS. Chai Yin and Loosin took place in Miss Mgs but none of them got placing. Buyers BUYERS buyers! ALL 3 who got placing are malays. Kay i'm sounding like a racist now. It's not that way la but our princesses looks better than them!


Our gigi-monyet contestant. Lol. That's loosin in her Sabah suit. It's okay you didnt win in that lousy competition, you know you did well huh? Cheers!

Loosin and Chaiyin. Don't they look lovely? *winks*


Can you believe a girl actually entered the competition dressing up like these? Unbelievable? Believe it.


Jay and Yeewen, as usual. Buat bodoh.
p/s: yeewen if you don't like this being posted up, tell me and ill remove it, Don't need all the jiors and yohhhs.


Xtreme!! CHemistry..






SONGS YOU SHOULD LISTEN
1) Any Other World - MIKA
2) Love Today - MIKA
3) Boston - Augustana
4) Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie
5) 4 In The Morning - Gwen

Okay we are all waiting for loosin's post now! BUG HER!




*ping
*have a nice day

Accident

Okay, thank God i'm still alive to keep me blog updated and alive like I am right now. About 3 hours ago before going for literature class, I nearly got involved in a car accident which had almost got my nose crushed for life! K like mummy always remind me, always call Lord Jesus when you pass by an accident. I AM NOT CALLING HIM IN VAIN, I NEED HIM! You do too when you are in such situation. =) I need Him all the time. Do you?




*ping