it's my rerun.

since when was The Fray so easy to relate to. they've ALWAYS been my all-time favourite but i haven't been listening to them for a while now.
so the other day while driving home, i heard their new single on radio and so i went home putting them on replay again. Isaac Slade's voice is to die for. it was like as if he was singing about/to me HAHA. one can only dream, shaddup lah.


You swear you recall nothing at all
That could make you come back down
You made up your mind to leave it all behind
Now you're forced to fight it out

You left something undone, it's now your rerun
It's the one you can't erase
You should have made it right, so you wouldn't have to fight
To put a smile back on your face

You fall away from your past
But it's following you
You fall away from your past
But it's following you
You fall away
You fall away

--

now, this song is on replay.
and i should've told u this last night, but i didn't. instead, all i told you was complete utter bullshit.


have a great new year everyone!
xx.

p/s: do u think im making swipe a lil too personal (i dont even have to type my name because i know you know who types like this by now). of course i'm the only one doing it because everyone else has their own blog and i refuse to make one. but it feels like it shouldn't be! dammit. everyone blog personal stuff also laaa. heh.

i miss you guys!




edit (totally unrelated) : feels good to know yet not know sometimes.

the aftermath.

it was a greaaaattttt time with the girls today during christmas dinner. it has to be something we'll never forget (not forgetting, the crazy recordings we made afterwards). it was made of good food, good laughters, GREAT PEOPLE! haha. they all went home around 1am.

i'm not exactly aware of what im saying right now ; ) but i know it's 4.20 am now and i still have company at home. probably McD's at 8am later, i don't know.

floats, floats, floats. that's what late nights make you feel.

harharhar wth. pictures of dinner will be up soon! pressure ywen :D

love you girls! <3,
sharon.

still going strong

while i was reading the old posts, i can't help feeling so freaking glad that things turned out so much better than how we thought back then. we thought all of us are not gonna be close n stuffs anymore. yea, we're not THAT close anymore but we're close enough. everyone of us still try to make it for our friday nights and we still know what's happening around all of us.

we have new friends, new groups, new interests, everything. but deep down, we know that our main friends are the ones who were there when we were so childish and CRAZY. they're the ones who had seen so many flaws and had misunderstood one another so many times but are still here with us. i hope this group of friends will still be this way in many years to come.

we've showed the world and proved to ourselves that changes cant change the friendship we shared. and we'll continue to do that. i hope.

it's been a year now since we left high school. we've had our ups and downs. we've argued and made up. we've been angry with each other and have forgiven one another. we've learnt so much together. we've learnt to let go some stuffs and hang on to some. and we've all grown up!

and the best thing is we're all still friends. close friends.


it feels a lil weird now that im talking about this like how we used to back then. a lil childish also. haha.. but i realised that we dont talk about it as often anymore.. so why not! i dont mind pple saying stuffs behind. im proud to tell the world that i have the best group of friends ever!

but actually, i've not grown much also la.. im still as childish. err, but i've grown a LIL wider lar. and more flabby. LOL

anyways, we were out to celebrate Jay's birthday today. pictures will be up soon! i hope.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, JAY!!!

-ywen-

till it happens to you.

Sometimes we search for the deepest things but at the end of the day, it is who really are, that we seek for. We seek for independence and freedom and sometimes we seek life's motivation to continue living. We seek for reasons to live because sometimes life gets to us at our lowest point.
Sometimes we feel afraid, but it's alright. Because that's what keeps us going. We learn to let go of things, because we know we have to move forward in hopes that there are so many things ahead awaiting for us. We have that tiny speck of hope and faith that there are bigger things ahead and letting go of the things now would bring us a greater future.

So sometimes we ask, what if there isn't. What if we end up being wrong about all the perceptions we might have right now. What if we already have what we are supposed to have but thinking there might be something bigger out there, made us decide on the biggest mistake of our life.

So. What if? Because you and I, we never know.

--

There's a little truth between those words we've spoken
Don't ask me where I'm heading
Because I don't know anymore.

Life's ALL about seeking : )


<3, sharon.

Jingle Jiggly Bell

A year ago, morons put up Christmas tree together while I slept like a pig.

Now, a year have gone by, and this time, we put it up together but yw slept half way through. How the year have gone by. It seemed like I was blogging about it just yesterday. Exaggerating only though cause I cannot recall what I posted. (=

To cut things short, here are the pictures of the beautiful tree we put up. Credits to Amelia, Sharon, her mom, ME, Yw, and Jay.




Theme this year is GOLD. Thought of putting either red or silver together but it looks perfect just like that. It looks much better in reality because sometimes pictures don't tell everything, ya know? Those little details you can see with your eyes rather than capturing of a camera.

Pictures are taken with my phone. Others are in Jay's phone so will put it up when I get it.

Putting it up together just automatically creates a stronger thread between us. Glad that even though everyone is in college now, we still manage to do something to bring a stronger meaning of FRIENDSHIP.

This year's Christmas is gonna mean something, although Jay won't be around. However, she still must get us presents. =)

Liven up the Christmassie atmosphere people. It's time to do it.


-ping-