Because We Love

A Journey

2011-03-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

to love more, to feel more, to open up more, to live more, to hope more, to listen more, to give more.

to learn more :)

x.

2011-02-09T02:38:00.003+08:00

Jay, we'll miss you so much!!

Take care over there

and DO NOT FORGET US when you have new friends okay!

=(( can't believe you're leaving already.

I want a teacup pig

2010-12-14T15:44:00.003+08:00

Enough said.

2010-12-06T23:32:00.003+08:00

And by the end of the night I'mma have you drunk and throwin' up

And by the end of the night I'mma have you so messed up

2010-09-06T23:56:00.001+08:00

assignments, assignments, ASSignments!!!!!!

Jamming after mamak

2010-07-17T11:11:00.002+08:00

S&R- Hard to love you (The Wreckers)

-ping

You call it a day, I call it a gift.

2010-06-26T06:22:00.005+08:00

Hngh! The feeling right now of freedom and being able to breathe fresh air again and not collected dust among books is simply magnificent. It doesn't just end there. The best part is everyone else feels the same!

Having dinner together and having conversations about EVERYTHING and not about our studies nor how was exams. Absolutely without pressure. No more heavy eye bags, no more exam tension, and no more sleeping with books hoping for knowledge to run into the mind (that's totally a joke). Laughed till our stomach bloat with air and still go on for more. Unfortunately, this will not last forever as we only have break for at most 1 month, which is mine. *laughs

So we were taking a few pictures with my cell and Aishah's digital camera when I suggested that Yeewen should try smiling without opening her mouth after this picture was taken.

And then we tried once, she couldn't help it but to laugh and ruin the picture. And then we tried second time, but guess what? She totally deleted the picture off my phone without me knowing! Yw, I'm so cursing you right now!

We had our usual dinner at our usual place, 4 sekawan. As usual, it's like we own that place; laughing like nobody else was around. Aishah totally lighted up the situation even more with her stories and her nonsense.

Even without alcohol involved, she sounded and acted like she was flying higher than any of us. I mean not that we drank, but we are the ones with exams just over.

This is the girl, the very same one I knew since I was in primary. She lives 2 minutes away, we studied together for UPSR, PMR, and SPM. We used to go cycling together, buy junks and eat, and do all those crazy things. The best is eating at her place because her mom cooks the best food! Yes, unbelievable. Even I can't seem to believe that I have such a good friend (that sounded somehow wrong). Sadly, I'm gonna shift soon. All this while I was so happy thinking of moving to a new place but I never thought that of I'll lose a neighbor like her. It's freaking 2 minutes away, in future, it will be 30 minutes away at least.

I guess when you grow up, you gonna lose bits and pieces anyways. Just hope that you few people wouldn't be the ones I'd be losing. And I meant that.

And so, after that we went over to Sharon's, do the usual thing we do when we have guitar around. AND THEN, we had peanut butter with bread. OMG!! Do you know how good it was? It was just normal peanut butter and normal bread, but what made it so awesome was because it was PEANUT BUTTER and the last I actually had Pb and bread was like almost a year ago? Or more.

We went over to the cove for a while after that. Run, sprinted, laughed, cycled, and scared ourselves. Well, at least this isn't what you get everyday. And such moments are to be treasured forever. Here we go again. *laughs

*h.ping

Blue Sky

2010-06-11T18:41:00.001+08:00

When do stars fade their light?
Does the moon and the sun make it right
For you the world maybe
Like an endless storm chasing a mystery

Is there hate in your heart?
Does your body drop and tell you to stop
Loving you or loving me
When it all falls down you just sing with me

Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need

Oh don't you wash away that smile
You just look out the window and see the light
It's beautiful to be alive
It's wonderful to live a life

The sun is sure to shine
For you and me for everyone
So don't be sad it's just the start
Of a new beginning in your life

Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need

Rain will keep on pouring
Some things you can't control
And while the sun seems far and hard to hold
It will unfold

There will always be a blue sky
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
for love...yeah...
for love...yeah...

Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need

Someday

2010-05-12T16:43:00.006+08:00

You can run

And when everything is over and done

You can shine a little light on everything around you

It's good to be someone

And maybe someday

We'll figure all this out

Try to put an end to all our doubt

Try to find a way to make things better now and

Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud

We'll be better off somehow

Someday

-becs-

2010-05-03T18:25:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, thank you all for the birthday wishes!! i realised at 12am i didnt have credit to reply you'll cos prepaid expire d hahaha. And thank you thank you for the birthday treat! (eventhough i suspected abit at the start ;p) haha love u guys loads! let us all embark on this wonderful and insightful journey into adulthood togeda-geda! :)

ps: ehhh how come not all the pics taken are in the album?? get mae si to upload the rest, i want to see my face haha

-loser 2#-

Abomination

2010-04-17T21:16:00.005+08:00

I am completely disgusted by the light sentence General Raymond Germanas got of with after being caught with downloading 1000's of child pornography images.

This 69 year old repulsive old man holds the highest rank in the French army and also served as a chief military advisor to two defence ministers before.

You'd think that this would be more of a reason for him to get a heavy sentence. A supposedly honoured man with years served in the army, holding respectable ranks and who should be upholding the law, harmony and decency of society doing something as deplorable as watching child pornography.

Instead all he gets is a 10-month suspended jail sentence and being stripped of his rank and right to wear his uniform. *Wtf*

The judge even said of his 3000+ images confiscated from his own computer obtained from websites with disturbing titles like 'Lolita' and 'Babylove' were some of the most hardcore ones ever seen by the court. It involved children as young as 6 BLOODY MONTHS in "unspeakable acts".

The SOB claims he 'deeply regretted' his behaviour and only turned to child pornography during a difficult time in his life. Which was when he was suffering from brain tumour, going on to claim his tumour might have affected his sense of self control.

This is his defence? No seriously, this is really his damn defence???? I'm suprised the judge didnt throw her gravel at his ugly screwed up face.

If so, next time we all can use headaches and fever and migraines as justification for our sexual attraction, for example, towards animals (beastiality) or corpses (necrophilia). Great.

-becs-

Catwoman

2010-04-11T22:35:00.018+08:00

I suddenly remembered about this woman whom I read of a long long time ago. Anyone recall Jocelyn Wildenstein a.k.a Catwoman? If you don't, let me refresh your memory on who she is.

After spending around $4 million on plastic surgery, Jocelyn changed her looks from this:

to this:

The story is, that her husband was no longer paying attention to her. He was also cheating on her with a 19 year old Russian model. The only time he seemed to be happy was when he was with his pets; exotic cats. And so she remodelled her whole face to resemble the cats, thinking that he would love her again if she looked like his beloved pets.

However, when he first sees her after her drastic transformation, he screams in horror as he's unable to recognize Jocelyn.

....................................................................................................................................................................

The stupid things women do for stupid men.

-becs-

I'm here! lol

2010-03-24T20:09:00.002+08:00

anyone wanna do my stats assignment for me?? i pay you 5 bucks cuz it's worth 5%.
LOL im desperate. it's due on friday and i still dont know how to use excel. fml.

-ywen-

Where is EVERYBODY?

2010-03-24T16:53:00.002+08:00

This blog was once dead. Wait a minute, many times dead. Every time we try to revive it with our flaming chicken shit (hangat hangat tahi ayam) it dies again after a few weeks. Now, I ask, where is permanence? Or what is permanence?

Let's do the thing we love to do most! Talk endlessly with the thick motion of bullshit. It doesn't matter as long as we are having the time of our lives.

Cheers. And by the way, did I mention that I love you guys so much? Chi muis! Lol.

2010-03-10T17:18:00.002+08:00

Okay peeps! Saturday the 20th for dinner we go eat yummy cheesy ala mexicana cuisine in SHEPHERDOOOOOO!! Its open till 2am so we could have a late girls night out (exception for sharon loser) haha let me know! Ciao bellas! xx

ps: oh we can maybe go karaoke before dinner too! lol

-bex-

Speak no EVIL

2010-03-04T18:13:00.002+08:00

At times, people get too rude without knowing.
Sometimes they just want to be rude and they don't care what others think.
But also at times, people just keep saying things they have no idea it totally offends another.

Be it out of personality, habit, or arrogance, it's just something everyone should control. Self control is totally something very difficult to achieve, but it's never possible.

-Ping

boredom?

2010-02-27T15:04:00.002+08:00

have you ever wondered what's the purpose of you being here?

because all you know is, you're a burden to everyone in your life.

it feels like you don't belong anywhere.

and everything you do is a mistake to everyone else.

the more you try to help, the worse things become.

and then again, you ask yourself, "why am i here in this world"

cuz no one needs me here

and all i do is cause troubles.

i'm a burden.

i'll always be just a burden.

The many many months of not updating.

2010-02-24T17:58:00.012+08:00

"Why I can't see your blog anymore?!".

Reason being was we felt shy to have a blog with no updates at all. But putting it to private was just pure upsetting. I guess I, or a matter of fact, we, just want everything back to normal again, and if anyone objects, we can for sure set it back to private again.

I'm gonna be updating at least once a week. Or maybe twice a month. I do not wanna over commit! So here are some updates from the last we stopped blogging. Apologies to all who were upset, lol.

Starting from Jay's birthday.

Jaymi's 19th birthday. At her place.

Innocence sets in before what comes next. Uno blocks.

Then horns starts appearing.

Here we go. Caught on picture, Sharon going for some tequila shots.

Then:
Here's tong yuen festival.

And Christmas.

A rose handmade by a guy. Most beautiful thing ever!

Finally it came to a new year. 2010. Where we start seeing a BIG 2 of our age!
Chai Yin's birthday.

Ooops. I see myself there. Chaiyin having her surprise by us!
Planned by yeewen.

Shocked till couldn't stop crying. She thought we forgot and we didn't wish her.

0.o

*smacks* Facial!

Okay this uploading so many pictures is boring!

Now:
Yee Wen's birthday.

Finally it's yw's turn to cut her cake. All grown up =)

Took me three times to get just one picture of her.
Do expect her to say, "DELETE! Again again!" after first take.

Her prezzie from Chaiyin.

Cheers to a happy time at work. Now back to studying!

*ping

see through

2010-01-05T13:23:00.006+08:00

Back in 2008, I asked, where is permanence.
Today I ask the same question again. Everyday we make different choices, leading to different directions and we end up being in some places else we never thought we'd ever be in.
We've all had moments where we take a step back just to ponder and reflect how far we've come, or rather just how different things are.

Do you regret them? Do you ever wish to yourself that if only things and everyone else stayed the same when they were all just good enough, you'd never have to bear more hardships and heartaches. If only we were all happy enough with what we had, never wanting more, never looking for more, we'd never take another step forward from where we were previously standing.

Today, I witness the burial of a dear 9 year-old loyal and loving dog, 3 feet under. Together with weeping eyes and grieving faces, we all think, if only there was permanence.

People come and go, in and out of your life. We all do, as we wish. But really, everything in between is just kept silent because we all know that really, only less than a handful stays with you.

They say it takes losing something to truly appreciate it. Why can't we all play a role of permanence so we'll never have to lose to learn.

Why mold us that way.

Always too many questions to everything and too few answers to anything at all.

5 days into the new year now; cheers to more excitement, new challenges and less permanence :)

Because I still believe, that in spite of everything good and bad, change is for the better.

MOVIE ANYONE?

2009-11-22T18:29:00.002+08:00

*update*

Tuesday 24th November, Movie outing anyone?
This is to Sharon, Yeewen, Chaiyin, Maesi, Becca, Aishah, Marina, Jaymi.
And to those who always finds it hard to make it is also included, ChiaJean and Loosin.
I think i didn't miss out anyone.

Where else if its not Aeon. Have lunch first bout 12pm then movie about 2ish 3.
YES or NO, have the courtesy to tell.

-ping

Back in 2007

2009-10-16T17:15:00.003+08:00

i still remember how much we cried on our graduation.
and i still cant believe that we actually cried. lol we cried!
ahh, it's been 2 years already.
i miss school!!!
i miss my big blue uniform!
i miss school! every moment spent there. even the exam period.

I dont feel anything when i go back to MGS anymore!
it's so different now.
and pn.chua retired?! she was so entertaining! lol
no la, she was a very nice teacher. really
i misss herrr! and mr.choo! and the teacher who wears her bf's shirt to school!
i wanna cry.
k la, i go cry now.

I need a miracle

2009-09-08T06:07:00.006+08:00

So.... right now, I have 1758 words on Word and it needs to be cut down to 1000, or at most, 1100. I don't even know why I'm here blogging because I really have nothing to say.

It's 6.10 am and I've been up for uh, quite a while. Juggling 3 assignments at a time, but in my case, I decided on only two. But whatever.

One random question: Is it true that your fingers are smaller at night than they are during the day?

Secondhand Serenade's playing on iTunes and it's taking me back to high school.
I'm wasting time, am I not.

GAH. HOW TO CUT DOWN THAT MANY WORDS!? ITS LIKE FREAKING IMPOSSIBLE LAR.

Bye.

i finished ONE assignment! 8 more to go! wee~~

2009-08-30T01:21:00.003+08:00

our friday nights like "semakin tak jadi" d hor.
it's like becoming an obligation.
but as long as we're still comfortable with each other!
and i'll try very hard not to come late okay?? ahahah
dont scold me here okay. give me face here la.. LOL
but dunno anyone will be visitting this blog or not also.
i wanna get scolded by u guys here also quite susah la. tsk

can i post where we'll be going n time all here every friday? haha.
save money.

-ywen-

It's only life-Kate voegele

2009-08-18T23:46:00.003+08:00

Tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and you fall on your knees,
well get back on your feet ,

yeah,don't look away,
don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,
don't run away,
it's only life.

you were always playing hard,
never could let down your guard,
you can't win,
if you never give in,
to that voice within,
saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it ,

yeah,don't look away,
don't run away ,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith,
don't run away,
baby it's only life.

take your hesitance,
and your self defense,
leave them behind,
it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time,
it's only life,
i'll be your stepping stone,
don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,
it's only life,

don't look away,
don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,
don't run away,
baby, it's only life

it's only life, it's only life,don't look away...

Buses and Trains

2009-07-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I wanna do it again

What I hate people do (and I do)

2009-06-27T23:00:00.006+08:00

I hate it when I'm dragged into your issues.

I hate you for making me the middleman between you.

I hate you for laughing at me when I'm being serious.

I hate you for rubbing into my face of what I don't have.

I hate you for turning things around and making yourself sound like the victim.

I hate having to ask you.

I hate myself for the way I deal with problems. Which is by not dealing with it at all.

I hate myself for resorting to temporary highs to get over it.

I hate myself for not feeling.

And lastly,

I hate that I have so many things to hate.

Anyway-Martina McBride

2009-06-23T16:29:00.001+08:00

You can spend your whole life building
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anywayI do it anyway

This world's gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway

You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway

Yea - I do it anyway

You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea, sing it anyway

Yeah, yeah!

I sing
I dream
I love anyway

too close for comfort

2009-06-13T23:35:00.008+08:00

... and so, it is like that one song you fall in love with. That one song you come across by chance. Then, it becomes that one song you choose not to listen to over and over again, just so you will never get tired of it.

But then again, it is on repeat.

Only to realize, that you can listen to it over and over again. All day long, all week, all year round even. Anytime, at any given day. And find that it never grows old. You say, it feels like heaven.

Serendipity, they say.

I, simply just never want to face the truth.

<3

The Cinema Experience

2009-06-04T00:12:00.008+08:00

I was just remembering the cinema incident and thought of blogging about it. Remember how traumatizing it was sharon and cy??

Anywayy, cy, sharon and me went to watch Paul Blart: Mall cop awhile back at bukit tinggi cinema. Because cy came late, we all ended up getting seats near the front. And we had the corner area, so cy sat next to the aisle, sharon in the middle with me on her left. When I turned to see who was sitting on the other side of me, I saw two small boys. While the trailers were going on, this little buggers got up and went in front and exchanged their seats with two big buggers. So now I had 2 big nuts next to me. Everything was going fine.

Until one of the buggers next to me SUDDENLY bursts out laughing explosively. Right after that, another idiot laughs even louder at the other side of the cinema. Hearing that, my seat mate gives out another bellowing noisy laugh. This goes on.

They were having a FUCKING LAUGHING COMPETITION. Right in the middle of a public cinema.

The first time he laughed, I nearly jumped out of my seat in shock. I looked at Sharon, her mouth open with popcorn falling. And the 2nd time he did it, I was getting annoyed already.

Immediately after that, he leans towards me and whispers "Eh you mind ah, if i laugh like this loud? Can ah?"

WTF U WANT ME TO SAYYY???? OF CORSE I MIND LA U BLOODY JAKUN!!!

But i just kept calm and said "It be better if you didn't".
"Oh yessar? Sorry sorry". And then he comes even closer and offers his bucket of popcorn to me (as a peace offering??). I decline and he practically comes on top of my lap to offer Sharon, whose next to me, the popcorn. Sharon just turns away. And he continues holding the damn popcorn until I push it away and say "It's ok. We already have popcorn".

Do u see how civilised I am to crazy nutjobs like this??

So we continue watching our movie. Since it was a comedy, every friggin second was punctuated with those idiots competing with each others laughing volume. I could hear cy, beside sharon, going Shhhh Shhhhh! But obviously, such kampung ppl don't understand stuff like this.

And then later on, as I lift my ice lemon tea from the holder to drink, the idiot immediately grabs his drink and holds it up towards me.
"Cheers!!" he announces brightly.
Walawehhh, how tak tahu malu can u be? He continues to wait for my response so I quickly touch my drink to his and mutter cheers.

When the movie was over, cy, sharon and me jump out of our seats and run out of the cinema.

Like a glass vase

2009-05-31T15:44:00.009+08:00

Ugh. I feel so disappointed with myself. As it is, it's already so hard to earn my parents confidence in me and I so carelessly and stupidly broke that trust. I don't know how long its gonna take to redeem myself in their eyes again. Sigh.

ps: Sharonnnnn! how ur parents trust u to go out even after u break ur curfew sooo many times?? haha

tick tock

2009-05-31T00:34:00.004+08:00

To live your life with true meaning, or to just sweep off challenges life throws at you because complacency becomes a big part of you that moving forward and making a difference seem like a thousand miles away.

"It's alright to lose yourself sometimes, it's just how you find what makes you, you again."

What is that one thing you would never compromise with, that one thing you will want to leave behind once life sweeps you off its course?

What is your one true purpose in life?

I found me again

2009-05-30T03:31:00.009+08:00

You know, sometimes, being the heartless, selfish bitch can be the best thing that ever happened to you. You don’t get yourself in a situation where your emotions are strongly involved so you rarely get hurt. And that saves you helluva lot of pain and trouble.

And just say you decide to open up for once, and you end up getting hurt, but you know you can easily move on. Just like that line from Kanye’s single Stronger; “That don’t kill me, can only make me stronger”. So you made a mistake. Everyone does. But you learn from your past experiences knowing that you have the power to change what happens next.

And there are always going to be losers who’ll try to cause problems for you just to defend their ego. But why care what they think? You don’t change who you are just to fit in. You own your life, you don’t live it for others. So go ahead and set your standards high and don’t compromise your principles for anyone. When you know you deserve more, don’t settle for anything less. Don’t ever undermine your self-worth cause you are and always will be perfection.

you make it real-james morrison

2009-05-23T02:30:00.003+08:00

it's been so long since we last have 'pillow talk'.

i think we should have sleepovers!

i miss those times...!

you all made me realise something so important that i've long forgotten.

-ywen-

Here I come again!

2009-05-17T21:09:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna start like this,

Do you people know who I am? I'm not gonna insert my name at the bottom of the post but I think some knows it's me. It's been really really long and I just drop by to put some live into this blog we built many years ago.

Coming to think of the past, I think I kinda miss it. The times where we sneak out of the backdoor and run to canteen, or toilet, or someone elses class just to skip that bloody subject that is sooo boring, or even order McD and eat at the back of the class. But right now in college, you don't wanna miss anything the lecturer has to say because every single thing is important, agree?

The days when Sharon and Jay had short hair. Haha!

Then now, we all feel "grown up" and we miss our past! Just like that, many many years have past and now we are nineteen!

Friendship will never die, but will real ones live till the end? That's what we will want to find out!

viva forever

2009-05-16T00:46:00.002+08:00

we're all grown up and changed.

changed in so many ways!

in a good or bad way i dont know la

but we're all grown up. and changed. =)

-guess who-

Broken Strings-James Morrison and Nelly Furtado

2009-05-14T22:59:00.004+08:00

I couldnt help myself, I had to post this. I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE this song. It's so deep and I can actually relate to it. Well, just to some parts la haha :D

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything
When I love you , it's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

(pre-chorus)
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

(chorus)
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

(pre-chorus)

(chorus)

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

2009-05-10T22:37:00.004+08:00

PISSED!

PISSED!!!!

PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!! (cant the font get larger than this???)

ughhh. bad mood. sorryyyy

-bex-

big silly grin

2009-03-28T19:31:00.005+08:00

call me random, but i suddenly had this urge to just say....

I LOVE ALL OF YOU GIRLS SO VERY MUCH!

*big wet sloppy kisses*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

aduh.

Steer.

2009-03-07T12:05:00.009+08:00

Would you allow your upbringing to determine who you become, or will you take that extra mile to figure that out on your own?

:)

ps: this isnt emo, it isn't! HELLO, got difference one k. nyaha.

xx, sharon.

A sense of contentment

2009-02-28T20:45:00.002+08:00

you know, though sometimes i dont feel like going for our 'friday nights', i always come home feeling happy and satisfied.

yall realise we've never spend our friday nights not laughing like some mad cows? lol

and this blog is not closing down. our frenship is still going strong so why should this blog be closed down? u crazy??

btw, we had bbq at jay's. dont have pictures though. cuz im really fat and flabby now and i was really busy with food.

we were actually planning to go genting but it was cancelled cuz they coludnt book a room on the weekends and i have class on friday. so it was kinda cuz of me that the plan was cancelled. BUT we're planning on a road trip!!!!!!!!! so stay tuned... more updates coming soon. haha

-ywen-

Eh, hello.

2009-02-20T11:30:00.006+08:00

yala quite sad, only these two pictures are up and tht also, they're from last year's christmas. better than nothing, the previous post is probably killing whoever that's left that still comes here to check if there're new updates (if you all have not already given up). there wasn't even ONE post since 2009 started! so i thought i'd just put up some pictures and while looking through my folder, i cant even find ONE picture taken since January this year. or it's because we never get those pictures taken from the camera. bloody hell.

but we're all still alive and kickin'. meeting up tonight. friday mar.

goodbye! or farewell :O

it's my rerun.

2008-12-28T16:20:00.008+08:00

since when was The Fray so easy to relate to. they've ALWAYS been my all-time favourite but i haven't been listening to them for a while now.
so the other day while driving home, i heard their new single on radio and so i went home putting them on replay again. Isaac Slade's voice is to die for. it was like as if he was singing about/to me HAHA. one can only dream, shaddup lah.

You swear you recall nothing at all
That could make you come back down
You made up your mind to leave it all behind
Now you're forced to fight it out

You left something undone, it's now your rerun
It's the one you can't erase
You should have made it right, so you wouldn't have to fight
To put a smile back on your face

You fall away from your past
But it's following you
You fall away from your past
But it's following you
You fall away
You fall away

--

now, this song is on replay.
and i should've told u this last night, but i didn't. instead, all i told you was complete utter bullshit.

have a great new year everyone!
xx.

p/s: do u think im making swipe a lil too personal (i dont even have to type my name because i know you know who types like this by now). of course i'm the only one doing it because everyone else has their own blog and i refuse to make one. but it feels like it shouldn't be! dammit. everyone blog personal stuff also laaa. heh.

i miss you guys!

edit (totally unrelated) : feels good to know yet not know sometimes.

the aftermath.

2008-12-26T04:19:00.004+08:00

it was a greaaaattttt time with the girls today during christmas dinner. it has to be something we'll never forget (not forgetting, the crazy recordings we made afterwards). it was made of good food, good laughters, GREAT PEOPLE! haha. they all went home around 1am.

i'm not exactly aware of what im saying right now ; ) but i know it's 4.20 am now and i still have company at home. probably McD's at 8am later, i don't know.

floats, floats, floats. that's what late nights make you feel.

harharhar wth. pictures of dinner will be up soon! pressure ywen :D

love you girls! <3,
sharon.

still going strong

2008-12-05T23:16:00.004+08:00

while i was reading the old posts, i can't help feeling so freaking glad that things turned out so much better than how we thought back then. we thought all of us are not gonna be close n stuffs anymore. yea, we're not THAT close anymore but we're close enough. everyone of us still try to make it for our friday nights and we still know what's happening around all of us.

we have new friends, new groups, new interests, everything. but deep down, we know that our main friends are the ones who were there when we were so childish and CRAZY. they're the ones who had seen so many flaws and had misunderstood one another so many times but are still here with us. i hope this group of friends will still be this way in many years to come.

we've showed the world and proved to ourselves that changes cant change the friendship we shared. and we'll continue to do that. i hope.

it's been a year now since we left high school. we've had our ups and downs. we've argued and made up. we've been angry with each other and have forgiven one another. we've learnt so much together. we've learnt to let go some stuffs and hang on to some. and we've all grown up!

and the best thing is we're all still friends. close friends.

it feels a lil weird now that im talking about this like how we used to back then. a lil childish also. haha.. but i realised that we dont talk about it as often anymore.. so why not! i dont mind pple saying stuffs behind. im proud to tell the world that i have the best group of friends ever!

but actually, i've not grown much also la.. im still as childish. err, but i've grown a LIL wider lar. and more flabby. LOL

anyways, we were out to celebrate Jay's birthday today. pictures will be up soon! i hope.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, JAY!!!

-ywen-

till it happens to you.

2008-12-04T01:51:00.010+08:00

Sometimes we search for the deepest things but at the end of the day, it is who really are, that we seek for. We seek for independence and freedom and sometimes we seek life's motivation to continue living. We seek for reasons to live because sometimes life gets to us at our lowest point.
Sometimes we feel afraid, but it's alright. Because that's what keeps us going. We learn to let go of things, because we know we have to move forward in hopes that there are so many things ahead awaiting for us. We have that tiny speck of hope and faith that there are bigger things ahead and letting go of the things now would bring us a greater future.

So sometimes we ask, what if there isn't. What if we end up being wrong about all the perceptions we might have right now. What if we already have what we are supposed to have but thinking there might be something bigger out there, made us decide on the biggest mistake of our life.

So. What if? Because you and I, we never know.

--

There's a little truth between those words we've spoken
Don't ask me where I'm heading
Because I don't know anymore.

Life's ALL about seeking : )

<3, sharon.

Jingle Jiggly Bell

2008-12-02T18:43:00.006+08:00

A year ago, morons put up Christmas tree together while I slept like a pig.

Now, a year have gone by, and this time, we put it up together but yw slept half way through. How the year have gone by. It seemed like I was blogging about it just yesterday. Exaggerating only though cause I cannot recall what I posted. (=

To cut things short, here are the pictures of the beautiful tree we put up. Credits to Amelia, Sharon, her mom, ME, Yw, and Jay.

Theme this year is GOLD. Thought of putting either red or silver together but it looks perfect just like that. It looks much better in reality because sometimes pictures don't tell everything, ya know? Those little details you can see with your eyes rather than capturing of a camera.

Pictures are taken with my phone. Others are in Jay's phone so will put it up when I get it.

Putting it up together just automatically creates a stronger thread between us. Glad that even though everyone is in college now, we still manage to do something to bring a stronger meaning of FRIENDSHIP.

This year's Christmas is gonna mean something, although Jay won't be around. However, she still must get us presents. =)

Liven up the Christmassie atmosphere people. It's time to do it.

-ping-

I fear.. Time.

2008-11-25T22:56:00.005+08:00

Here's a quickie.

So, I was talking to my sister about how awesome it felt when it was the last day of SPM last year. I was telling her what we all did together after my Bio paper (considering I was the only one in the group together with Marina taking it) and that you guys were all waiting in the car outside school, ready to leave and conquer the world like never before nyaha.

Then only it hit me tomorrow, it's going to be the last day of my Pre-U programme. ohmygaaawddd. Sorry la lagging a little. But seriously, it was just last year and right now I'm done with pre-u. WHAT THE HELL! This is shit scary. Okay talking shit. Nobody cares. But really, time passes too fast. Can't the world stop just for a moment.

Night after SPM. Damn poyo right. Haih. But not like we cared anyways.

Taken off Nicole's blog. (please don't kill me. i'm crediting you here :S)
Last day of class, 21st Nov 2008.

BYE!

Paint it Black

2008-11-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

So, again...

HOW!?!?!?!?!?

ugh.

--

Becca and Ywen, we're going to do some good in Dec, yes?

"keep each other motivated okay!" says ywen. HAHA.

All the best everyone. It's the exams :)

It's another Birthday

2008-11-21T11:31:00.002+08:00

So long never visited this blog. Now only I realized I didn't make my wish. SO, here it goes.

(16/11/08)

Dear BestFriend,
I know I'm a little late.
But here it is,
Happy Belated 18th Birthday
on the blog.

You have always meant something to me,
You always made my day a little brighter when it was gloomy.
You managed to hang on when I was ignorant.
I treasure every bit you sacrificed,
for this friendship that lasted so long,
and it will last,
FOREVER!!

I know you're going through lotsa hectic routines lately. Just hope you'll slow down a little and give yourself a pat on the back and say that you shouldn't push yourself too hard. Think about the ones who loves you, hun!

-ping

Might as well.

2008-11-19T23:09:00.011+08:00

I need an optimist.

Hey, where did that light go?

..because every step you take, every decision you make, leaves a mark on your life.

if you want to make a difference, surround yourself with those who are not of you. if you want to make a difference, stand firm on your principles, continue believing in it, take a step of faith.

make that difference.

that was what I learned when I was 14.

---

omg it's november. next week's my finals. then it's goodbye sunway. and goodbye to so much more. it's heartbreaking.

oh and, badminton sucks balls these days. T_____T

paperbag ;)

tied together with a smile-taylor swift

2008-11-18T18:16:00.002+08:00

Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty
is the face in the mirror looking back at you
you walk around here thinking you're not pretty
but that's not true,
cause I know you...

chorus

hold on, baby you're losing it
the waters high,
you're jumping into it
and letting go
and no one knows that you cry,
but you don't tell anyone that you might not be the golden one
and your tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone

I guess it's true that love was all you wanted
cause you've given it away like it's extra change
hoping it will end up in his pocket
but he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
oh, cause it's not his price to pay
not his price to pay...

repeat chorus (2x)

you're tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone...
oh woah
goodbye, baby
with a smile, baby, baby.

-ywen-

Beyond This Door.

2008-11-12T22:08:00.004+08:00

So they tell me about timing. What lies behind it, what it tells you, right at that moment when you need feedback.

Don't you see
that more than you could know or hope for
Lies beyond this door
Like a treasure buried deep it waits
To be discovered, waits to be released

Open up your heart
For just a moment let true freedom take its hold
And I promise you that what you'll find
Is more than what you've always preconceived

This life's not long
Like a breath it comes and goes
So unguard your heart
Let these walls around you fall

If you could see beyond the here and now
I know that everything would change
But you're hard and scarred by what the past
Has made you into
Shaped what you believe

I know you've been failed
And I know that you've tried
It's always the same
Time and time again

But you have to know
That nobody else
Can stand in your place
and face the crowds

Okay i know you guys have been asking me everyday in college about that list i'm suppose to make but i really don't have a list to make la. Not that i'm shy or anything, you know i can't wait to rip all of you off anyway ;) I'll come up with at least one thing by the end of this week ok. (what do you guys think about that room i want all by myself as a present? wanna make it come true? haha)

--

you know how sometimes you try coming up with so many awesome things to tell maybe, your close ones or whoever just to make yourself sound fine, like everything's rockin' and shit. But you obviously know it yourself that it's just because you don't wanna seem so vulnerable and low. Who're you kidding, really.

It's a busy month. I'm sure I'm not the only one who's stressing out. I need to list down the things i'm left to do for the semester before my finals:

-IB test TOMORROW
-Econs ISU essay on Friday
-IB video and presentation on Monday
-IDC presentation outline on Monday
-Econs seminar presentation on Tuesday
-IDC ISU presentation due Wednesday

Thanks to Shal for taking up a bigger task in our IDC preparation. This will pass. Yes, we will all be fine. Pfft.

Hello again, books.
sharon.

the hourglass.

2008-11-03T02:07:00.004+08:00

if you were given memories and a lifetime, would you try going back to make it all happen again, or would you just treasure them as how they were and never ever try to relive it.

if it was, and still IS something you think of day and night, something that remains with you, would you, or would you rather not because of the things you fear might happen if you do. because sometimes, attempting to relive it might ruin it all.

i'm sorry, 2 am brain talking here.

--

before i log off and stop myself from babbling any further,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, PING!

from all of us to you.

i know what you'd say. legal to puff more, yes? you know i'll also be there to make it even harder.
haha.

lotsa love, swipe.

angels among us - alabama

2008-10-30T21:53:00.002+08:00

I was walking home from school on a cold winter's day
Took a shortcut through the woods and I lost my way
It was getting late and I was scared and alone
Then a kind old man took my hand and led me home
Mama couldn't see him, but he was standing there
But I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to liveTo teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

When life dealt troubled times and had me down on my knees
There's always been someone there to come along and comfort me
A kind word from a stranger to lend a helping hand
A phone call from a friend just to say I understand
Ain't it kind of funny at the dark end of the road
Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

They wear so many faces
Show up in the strangest places
Grace us with thier mercy
In our time of need

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

Then I'll Be Smiling

2008-10-30T19:17:00.012+08:00

I hear the piano, I see the guitar. I see me, but I don't see the future. I long for more, I pray and hope for more. But, I still don't see the future. Well, of course not.

Sometimes I just need to know if there is still any hope left in doing what I do. But sometimes, I tell myself no matter what happens, I know I enjoyed trying to pursue my dream, and I will continue to enjoy. I choose to let who I am make up the moments in life and not the other way round. Because that dream we all have, that one dream that keeps us going, is our saving grace.

Sometimes that's all we need; to have that child-like faith.

In the end, dreams just scatter and fall like rain.
Because all we are, we are.

Matt Nathanson, all we are.

2008-10-22T22:07:00.005+08:00

okay very fast one. i'm off to my books again after this. and mcd's with FGA fatties.

i think i'm being put to too many tests these days. tests on my tolerance and patience. exploitation stops when i say so. i'm sorry if you still don't get what i've been saying all the time. you're either that dumb or you're just bloody retarded. and i think blogs are scary. it's a legal "passport" to an activity called stalking. OKAY, in social terms, or should i say, from an ethical point of view, stalking is wrong. so don't come telling me stalking is fine. wait till you get your own stalker who does shit.

*squeals*

- sharon.

sitted under the table.

2008-10-15T23:51:00.016+08:00

it's an inside thing.

mm yes i think this blog needs a new post. i'm really drenched right now so i don't know if this is actually going anywhere.

college has been so tiring for me la i can't take it. maybe it's because i haven't been getting enough sleep lately. and also the fact that i've been staying back almost everyday this week supposedly to study la but i end up wandering around college with everyone else, ditching mk and pf behind in random class(es). but it's funny how we get chased out from classes sometimes cause we don't have permission or something like that. and we'll be doing the same next week and YES hopefully i'd actually start studying by tomorrow cause i've got a freaking econs test coming up again. i know no shit about macro. i dread Dr Z's classss....

okay i know you don't wanna read what i have to say because i don't know what else to say either. random pictures then!

GASP. i just realized i look so much like my dad in this picture =S

okay time to go molest my bed now.
sharon, xo.

2008-10-09T20:31:00.003+08:00

Anyone in desperate need of a handbag (like me for example) should go visit,

http://www.HandbagPlanet.com

as they are giving away 24 handbags in 24 hours!! who doesnt want a free handbag?? lol
and im so generous to share this with ALL of you.. sighhhhhh

PS: u have a higher change of winning a handbag if u spread the news and blog about it
*smiles innocently*

-bex-
(rebecca3rd@hotmail.com)

Miss Korrupt

2008-10-05T12:46:00.005+08:00

This is a random post :)

We were talking about cars with yw driving on the way to cy's hse. Sharon, sasha and i were at the back and i casually announce,
"Oh yar sharon, I had my first bang that day".

What happened next was unexpected.

Sharon literally leaps out of her seat gob smacked, her eyes popping open as wide as saucers, jaws dropping to her knees and hands covering her mouth. She stares at me like this for about ten seconds. I stare back confused. I am slightly alarmed by the intensity of Sharon's reaction over something as commonplace as a car bang. I mean, who hasn't banged their car before right?

Then it hit me.

The word 'bang'. In Sharon's little twisted mind, she thought i meant i had had my first screw/f*** (i dont know how to sound less crude.. lol)

"Bang as in car accident la u pervert!!" i shriek back.
"OH."
Sharon falls back into her seat and instantly returns to her usual calm and composed self.

Sighhhh... What i would do to have captured sharon's expression on camera. Priceless.

-bex-

Red carpet thrown before me.

2008-10-04T02:34:00.002+08:00

I decided to make an entrance to this blog's dashboard at 2.40 in the morning, with nothing in mind to blog about but just wanna make sure that I'm not getting erased from the memories of SWIPE. *making AN effort*

Feels like throwing in some pictures of our entire extended group from years back till now but tooo bad, not even one picture is getting uploaded.

So, now that I'm here, I wanna say that, how ugly I thought my high school memories were, they were actually not too bad. To tell the truth, it was not bad at all, just that the ending was a little sucky and sucked more when it was SPM results time. Why? Results were as bad as I thought it would be. AS I THOUGHT, CAUSE I KNEW WAYYYYY EARLIER THAT IT WAS GONNA BE BAD AND I DID NOTHING ABOUT IT!! HAH! Anyhow, I'm doing much better now in college, so no complaints! And, bye!!

-hweiping

sorry, shafa!

2008-10-03T18:10:00.008+08:00

sorry for posting this up now only.

brought shafa out to celebrate her b'day on monday, which is a day before her day! sharon and i gave her a photo frame with our picture as present. err, let the pictures do the talking la k. hee

i know i look like i got possesed.

Birthday Girl. Take care when you're in melaka!

AND GUESS WHOSE IS THIS! AHAH

jean's momoe!! damn cute.

-ywen-

BBQ

2008-09-30T19:35:00.036+08:00

I am being forced to write about our friday bbq at chai yin's house (as usual) because the swipe members are sooo malas to blog about it.. Dahlah dont wana go out with me this thursday, then make me write this post *merajuk* Sighhh, but being the wonderful friend that I am, I will sacrifice my time and energy and creative brain juices to do it ;D YOU GUYS OWE ME!! Since im new to all this im just gonna post the pictures and let them speak for themselves :)

Before the BBQ-ing started; chicken chunks and capsicum kebabs, meatballs, sausages, lamb...

The drink- blackcurrent juice and sprite and im not sure wat else ;D

Chai Yin's generous boyfriend Julian who belanja-ed us all the food and everything... Lucky cy.. Hahah

Everyone making their grand entrance ;D
Marina
Jay doing her catwalk and hp

Sharon (and her trademark snobby xpression.. lol) and sasha
and me :) Daymnn, why my mouth open like that?

Cy and Julian

Crispy honey coated chicken wings being barbequed (YUM!)

This were the deliciously buttery melt-in-your-mouth sweet potatoes
Making sure the wings dont burn while sharon is busy smsingFinally ready to be devoured hot of the grill! Yay! Ok i know it may not look very tempting in the pictures but damn it was good :D
yw and sharon

yw n marina
Yar, make me sit at the end where there is no light so no one can see me rite... thanx larr

Me and my kebab.. hehe.. yee wen made me pose, im usually not this self-shiok *ahemm*
hp's masterpiece
Only God noes what sharon was trying to do.. sighh
Hahaha! both getting high over the smoke
Heyy big spender!! Spendddddd.. a little time on me ;D
Cy got horny and began licking the spoon

Caught hp busy adjusting her hair spikes

Me and sasha dear

Ok guys, we have to take Marina out to some beach holiday for some serious suntanning ;)

Like a pen needs a page.

2008-09-23T20:09:00.003+08:00

WHERE IS PERMANENCE?
.
.
.
.
.
.

it's so hard to believe it still exists sometimes. too hard.

Dine at Chai Yin's Part 2 (190908)

2008-09-20T11:01:00.009+08:00

Pictures ahead are all taken by this poser and her camera-phone. She took too many pictures and I'm honestly lazy to post 'em all up. So what you get here, is the best of the best. As usual, Fridays are our gathering day. I also think we should change our blog name to Fridays. TGIF? Only kidding, but it's not really that bad of an idea, don't you think so?

Minced pork or was that chicken with tomato sauce, I mean pasta sauce. Before this picture, there are a whole lot more. Spaghetti in box, then in water, bottle of sauce, onions in pan, and what not? Haha, thanks to that poser now my gallery is flooded with nonsense.

Looking horrible? Wait till you taste it, you'll go, "Can I have another?" Credits to Chai Yin ah. Good cook, what are you doing in Sunway College? What are you doing in CIMP course?

Spaghetti anyone? Hungry? Mmmm.. I had a really big plate of it. Was awesome.

Had enough of foods? Wanna have a look at all the hungry ghosts on that particular night? Here we go.

Beloved Jay, Mae don't know where's the camera, Chai Yin the Cook, and the poser of the night. She can have my title, glad to give you.

Jay.CY.Ywen.

So here I'll end with my bestest buddy!

Blur but not too bad la huh? There are more pictures now I remember. The last picture of everyone except those who went back really early and myself. Sacrifice to take the picture. =) So, I did my job. Who's next?! So, anyways, soo many pictures to this few balls? Sorry, I'm really telling you, it's the best of the best. And it makes me, me. Ywen will just throw all the pictures in. Haha! Ok, I'll post the others in soon. Love you peeps

-ping

you so flyyy..

2008-09-19T18:32:00.005+08:00

I've been so stagnant, I'm getting so sick of myself.

I think it's about time I jump.

Yes, jump. Or should I say, take a leap. nyaha.

uh. take that.

p/s: we toasted to good things last night! yes we should continue having things to toast to. good times, better times.

2008-09-12T16:23:00.000+08:00

sometimes, that's all you need.

LOVES

2008-09-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

while having a 5 minutes break from studying Human Communication(test tomorrow).

message forwarded to : hweiping, becs, chiajean, sharon, jay, mae, chaiyin.

"i love all of you! hahah.. just feel like saying so.."

replies...........
mae: erm erm... i love .... . just feel like telling you tat..haha..no la.. i love you too.. and
all of them in our group..
ywen: ahahah! shit u!
mae: hey.. i love you too.!!! haiyo.. don la liddat.. i said i love you too!!! eng yee wen!!! hahahah..
ywen: hahahah... okay lar okay lar.. i love you too lar.. lol

jay: hahah ure so cute. i love you too babe! :)

chaiyin: tomorro go-cart not??
i thought.... maybe she doesnt know how to show affection?? heh

sharon: i was feeling tht way too, the other day. haha. love you too

chiajean: lol.. weird.. O_o.. btw tmr tht go kart still on...?
i thought... err, same case??

hweiping and becs didnt reply.. i thought: maybe ping's dota-ing or she's using another number and becs studying for her exams.

anyhow, I STILL LOVE EVERY ONE OF THEM!

-ywen-

Braggadocio proves tottery

2008-09-11T22:14:00.008+08:00

all my faith has gone, bring it back to me.
you make it real for me

- james morrison

I just think this song is awesome. Not only the fact that his voice just gives me that warm feeling, his lyrics never fail! If you call my taste of music weird again, I'll smack you. This is so easy to listen to, you typical earthlings. :) Btw, I think limewire and msn should be sued. They are THE worst p2p sharing software and messenger, respectively. Now they give me that error code shit thing on msn. Yes, it's my turn now, sara.

--

If you think I don't, I do. If you think I can't, I can. If you think you aren't, you are.
If you think I won't, I.. won't.

So then,

Make me.

You Hear Me

2008-09-08T21:14:00.004+08:00

I'm on a roll. And I am feeling it. Haha, whuuddddaaaa..

Are you swimming upstream in oceans of blue?
Do you feel like your sinking?
Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through?
Well I know what you're thinking
When you can't take it
You can make it
Sometime soon I know you'll see

'cause when your in you're darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on and be strong

Where taking each step one day at a time
You can't loose your spirit
Let live and let live forget and forgive
It's all how you see it
And just remember keep it together
Don't you know you're never alone

No you're not defeated
And soon you'll be smiling once again
Then you won't have to feel it
Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by
And know that you're allowed to cry

'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on and be strong

sigh, us adolescents. heh.

- sharon

Question

2008-09-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

To let others feel like how you feel, or to make sure others will not ever feel like how you feel?

You choose.

Comment box's right down there.

2008-09-06T17:00:00.002+08:00

i dont know why it feels like i miss everybody. but i just met almost all of my friends yesterday!

oh oh, i miss yf family. vinc, jacq, kelly, junce, sandy................................

GOOD NEWS!
im shitting..........!!!! bye constipation!

im falling in love with secondhand serenade all over again.

i'm bored.

-ywen-

Karma, bullocks?

2008-09-02T15:24:00.004+08:00

Do good to others, others will do good to you. Do otherwise, you get otherwise. Simple fundamentals of karma, yes? You know I've somewhat believed in karma, although from where I come from and where I am, I'm not really in a position where I am suppose to believe in it. Oh well, everything sips in, whether you know it or not.

So, this day, I am here to say that I don't think karma is fair. It is said that it works that way. So obviously, if you do good to others, others will do good to you. I see bullshit and more bullshit. You know how you are just nice to certain kinds of people and you continue being nice to them because you just think that maybe they're just having a bad day, or a rough time etc etc. But no, right this moment, I had enough. You know, I think all those are just excuses I make up for them. Just to make myself think that being good to others all the time is the right thing to do. No, I am not talking about me letting others step over me but I am talking about the fundamentals of a good relationship. You might be so confused right now but I don't think I am going to make it any clearer for you, sorry. But yes, I had enough. I don't think I am a person who is hard to be pleased. I really don't. So right now, I believe I have so so so so much more to learn in life where I will stop making excuses for people and believe in myself and not let matters like what they created for me, bug me. NOPE. I say NO! Hurr..

Because its all about living to please others? more BULLSHIT.

Nah, I'm not all raging with anger if you think I am. How is this even close to that. *smug

Paper Bag

Makan at Chai Yin's!

2008-08-23T00:22:00.007+08:00

There, the title is already telling you. When we were out the other day, chai yin suggested cooking tomyam and baking cheecake. So the rest of us thought it was a greaaattt idea since it's been a while since we had dinner at someone's place. So yeewen and chaiyin went to get the stuff and here we are, having a wonderful, scrumptious dinner at chaiyin's!

chaiyin&jay preparing dinner!

looks can be deceiving ok!

miss lim chia jean who hardly makes an appearance here

tomyam+orange juice = how acidic can it get?

first few ones who rushed to grab their bowls and start getting gelojoh =p

haih, not enough la. dont look at me like tht!

ok first, shut up ywen. i had to put this up cause i wanna tell story.

here it goes, this was ywen's face right after her fart. it was loud alright. LOUDDDD.

and our reaction?

"oh". yup, we don't really care.

durian after spicy tomyam

as u can see, some went crazy.

this would be, the "lek tao+durian"? that replaced the cheesecake. i dont think you get what i mean. but it was really delicious! we needed some sort of food to neutralize the acid (cyin, 2008)

then the camwhoring continued..

and the poser of the night award goes to....

our very own, ong hwei ping! hehehe

it was an awesome dinner, indeed. i'm sure we all were a lil sick of the usual friday makans. credits to chai yin!

Paper Bag <3

when the clock strikes..

2008-08-22T01:28:00.002+08:00

I was on my bed, trying to sleep. but obviously, it wasn't as easy as i thought it would be. so i decided to blog.

i had a dream last night. it was completely, twisted. it had a right to be wrong, but it was totally right to be wrong. what am i saying. i'm basically just saying that i liked it O=)

--

so i ask myself, what am i doing. i don't know. i ask myself again, what am i doing. i still don't know.

what do you mean you don't know?
i said i DON'T KNOW!

argh, it's frustrating isn't it. knowing you're just living your life, but not knowing where exactly it is heading to. not knowing if you're making the best out of what you have right now. well, i personally don't think i am. and i don't think i'm even doing what i should be doing at this point of time. i tell people that i do not make new year resolutions. i lied. i made ONE. but i don't see it coming to past. i really don't. so, WHAT AM I DOING?

i. don't. know.

*attempts to sleep* again.
Paper Bag :)

because im a good photographer

2008-08-21T21:29:00.007+08:00

after college, jean, sharon and chaiyin came over and we went pyramid. supposed to go lagoon but it rained. we watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall.. i enjoyed the movie and i really like the story line. :).. then we came back to klang for NEWAY!

-ywen-

Love

2008-08-17T23:09:00.003+08:00

That explains the make-up of mankind. In this world, without love, everything seems bare. They constantly search for love because there is just this emptiness in them that some just cannot bear. The emptiness felt is as though the hole dug is too deep for anything to fill in. They feel alone, the kind of loneliness that cannot be explained. Hence, people desperately search for love, whether they know it or not. It makes them do things they never imagined themselves doing. But when things turn around, the sort of love that they search for seems to be absent and they fall back, yet again.

However, they do not realize that once they fall, many others fall together. Where is the love after that, you ask. If i were to tell you, that in friendships alone, there is love. That in families alone, there is love. That in God alone, there is love. If people were to open their eyes and hearts, love is found everywhere. It is how you choose to see it. Very often, we all choose to see what we want to see and that is how we fall, because things do not always turn out they way we want to. We always ask ourselves, why can't things turn out the way we want them to. It may or may not be fate but no doubt, we all have that moment in life where the feeling of emptiness creeps in and never gets out but after a while, it does.. and it creeps back in. It is how you choose to look at it, it is how you choose to overcome it. Just know, that you're never alone as long as this post still exists.

One world, one love.

an enjoyable day!

2008-08-12T21:31:00.008+08:00

went out with SHAFA! it's been quite a while since we last hang out.. glad tht we're all still the same. still as bhb as ever... lol.. still feel very comfortable with each other.. and hweiping belanja! thanks, ping!

pls sharon, u dont look like ang moh
tell me im cool.. "yeewen u're so cool!!" aww, thanks
"ping, ur shades is soo cool!" heh cuz it's yeewen's.

shafa bertaubat already.. with her tudung all
okay okay, u can stop saying im cool d.. *paiseh*
okay sharon, u succeed. u scare me

we're all so cute n cool. we always know tht

shafa i thought u dont wanna have bfs anymore!
hweiping with her cool lighter
forever biting straw AWW, the best picture ever

-ywen-

Hello, sunset.

2008-08-11T19:52:00.004+08:00

Here I am, being honest. I'm heartbroken. I really am. I cannot believe she is leaving. She gave me a fresh breeze in my life. She made my life worth living, at least letting me know that I have a life out there, more than what I have in here. She was all I relied on.

I'm sorry you had to go through such tragedy, but I really wish you'd stay. You have no idea how much I appreciate u being here because you literally MAKE ME HAPPY.

I became so used to you being around me everyday, knowing that you'll take care of everything, knowing that I do not need to worry the slightest bit.

I am surely going to miss all that you do, everyday, every hour.
But heck, I am back to all that I hate doing, all that takes up my precious time (especially late at night). There is no more living around in slumber, because there is no more you.

If you cannot already guess, I am now saying goodbye to: Kakak Emma.
I wish you have a great wedding and I am truly sorry that you had to experience such loss at this point of time. not that i really know you, or ever bonded with you like how i have with the previous ones. but i am, truly sorry.

Sigh, sunshine only lasted for a month. Hence for now, my title.
Back to chores, BOO HOO.

I will surely miss the sight of my room when I come home - Paper Bag.

080808

2008-08-11T19:04:00.015+08:00

venue: butterfly park's basketball court(bukit tinggi)
time : at bout 8 to 11
there were yeewen, sharon, chaiyin, hweiping, jaymi, maesi, rebecca, aishah, amira, samantha, zhini.

-ywen-

I see rainbow.

2008-08-09T23:30:00.004+08:00

So yes, i just got back from Melaka. It was just a one day trip. No wait, it was actually a field trip. It was THE best field trip I've had so far. Okay, besides the one that we (swipe) had in form 4, the one in KLCC (HAHA). It was surprising how fun it turned out to be, cause i really wasnt feeling it last night. I mean, after the whole 080808 thing, i was EXHAUSTED. Plus the whole transport issue thing. But i have no regrets now :) I was sitting with Iman the whole entire jouney along with Shal and Sara, Amanda and Steph along with us at the back. You can never get bored with tht MINA around (heh, i hope u never read this). We were talking throughout the entire journey, laughing like crazy about i dont-know-what. Shit, i should have remembered what we talked and laughed about. Basically just stupid stuff like how one of them thought Bangkok was in China and Singapore was on top of Peninsular Malaysia (yah, i know. wtf?) I dont know why i bother keeping that person anonymous anyway. Oh and we sang Spice Girl's Wannabe and Katty Perry's, I Kissed. And we played true of false! That means all of our deepest and darkest secrets were told at the back of the bus today, hurhur. Everyone else was so quiet in front cause they were prolly sleeping but we didnt give a shit. The bus would totally be so dead if it weren't for us ok! ;)
Oh ohh! i finally visited Jonker Street. But it was nothing much cause it was still early so not many stalls were opened and no nice lightings like how they described it.

We took quite a lot of pictures. But unfortunately, i dont have them with me. It'll all be in Iman's blog. I'll get her url and go visit once i post it up! It was good fun :)

It was GREAAATT FUN!
but i need sleep. sorry la i cant be any more descriptive about the trip with my brain so dead right now. I was even falling asleep while taking a dump just now. Just thought you should know.

Gdnight world! - sharon.

2008-08-09T13:26:00.000+08:00

It's humanity, you cannot stop

2008-08-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

You know, sometimes, you feel happy, like seriously happy, and then when you're just getting comfortable to these so called happiness, it backfires on you. When you were so comfortable, feeling like there's no way you can be happier than now, suddenly, it just disappears making you wonder, "was it just a dream?", "or was it for real?". OK I think I just repeated my sentence. I'm not being an emo brad. I have always been feeling this way. So effing comfortable then, *poof* wtf***, it all gets screwed. (OMG, did I just read what I read?) Yeah you did. And there's no point acting all innocent in words, when, I'M NOT!

I've been trying to change, there's some changes, but when anger comes into possession, there's no way you can see me cool-headed. I repeat, NO WAY! I'm not a proud of what I am, but alahai, show me some respect la OK?

p/s: If it's too vulgar, you all can delete this post.
p/p/s: I ain't referring to someone but to everyone. (pfft, who the hell she think she is writing like this to everyone? Sorry I'm someone having every right to write what I think and also what I feel.)

-it's hp!

2008-07-27T01:07:00.002+08:00

though i've many many many downs and face sooo many many manyyy changes this year, i feel very contented. i just realised that every sad moment tht i faced, i'd face a happy moment. like on my birthday. though i didnt get to celebrate with the pple i thought i would, i had a surpirse from sharon, hp n all.. n sharon stayed over at my place! tht was a very big present.. hahaa..

today's outing was very enjoyable.. at least to me..

i love my frens. i always do.. even those who had disappointed me a thousand times.
i love those who nv disappoint me MORE! I LOVE MY FRENS! and im really glad tht we're all still hanging out together.. im actually very proud of tht cuz some pple just dont hang out anymore when they finish high school.. and we still are!

be jealous, everybody! be very very jealous. ahha

-ywen-

2008-07-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

I bought a birthday cake for someone and ate it all by myself. O nei to fat.

-y.wen-

2008-07-20T19:00:00.005+08:00

there you go.. our last outing.. let the picts do the talking la okay. im in a bit of rush! omg!!!

sharon with her straw biting
yeewen! the always pretty and cute one!!!!! lmao
chaiyin with her sexy pose
all of us!!!! the best group of girls anyone can ever meet! ahaha

chaiyin and becs
hweiping and chaiyin
yeewen and sharon
maesi
steamboat of the day! it was our first time there.

it was 'ma ma tei' only for me..
our legs were up and it was a bit sticky so sharon came up with tht. lol
u know, i really donno wat's wrong with girls sitting with their legs up
i kinda like look up to ladies like tht to be honest. lol
i dont know
i mean like, why not?? they're confortable with themselves wat.
why should we care what others think?? haha
so yea, tht's all the picts we took..
we had lotsa fun!!!

just one of the picts we took.. i think this was taken quite long ago.

i really like this pict i dunno why.

-ywen-

memories made and in the making

2008-07-20T16:35:00.014+08:00

Heart of Miss Devlin's (O.O) Families Class '08

Back to front (clockwise): Ninik, Jessie, Carmen and Lianne

Jorjie!

Haha. Shal & Sara

Iman & Stu

Domino's for Class Party :)

Jowee! We were each other's first ever friend in college. Haha

Jasmine (in black) and the girls doing their thaaang.

Carmen and Jessie's "marriage"

Iman & Zohair (zozo)

Shal, Iman, Sagar, Jowee and Sara

Iman & Ninik

Jilynn (am i pretty???? haha)

Most of them are graduates now :( However! the rest of us still miss you guys and we wish u guys the best! And, I honestly wish Miss Devlin erh.. Good health? =O

<3, sharon

How I long for yesterday

2008-07-16T16:53:00.009+08:00

You know sometimes we come across something really good, something you think you'd really hold on to, something you think tht'd last maybe a lil longer.

and then comes that moment where.. everything that seemed so interesting, slowly dies off.

BUT. You know that you shouldn't really have held on to it, thinking that it would actually last because nothing lasts forever, all good things come to an end, yada yada.. all because of your fear of disappointment. But no im not saying we shouldn't be all hopeful and optimistic at times. It always depends on the situtations, yes? It's a lie to say that you managed to avoid getting yourself disappointed, because in the end, we always do. One way or another. Well, one thing you know definitely won't die, is of course the memories you keep.

I guess it's always part of life. Maybe going through tough things mean something, maybe things would actually turn out great for every one of us at the end of the day, maybe, just maybe what we least expect to happen makes everything seem so right in the end.

So, we all still wait to find out if it will last forever.

Not emo! a lil heartfelt, tht's all.
ps: it has nothing to do with breakups. *shakes head*
it could be anything, whatever you wish to relate it to. general/open situtations.

pps: i finally got a maid! =D byebye chores!

Have a great week everyone!

I'M BACK!

2008-07-14T22:09:00.003+08:00

Ola people, I'm back! It feels rather great to be. I'm half way through my communication notes and I just have to take a break. And the best thing is, I was reading for only about 15 minutes or so? The best person you can ever find is me. No no, the best person you can ever find is I. My English paper today was a total blunder. You must be wondering, ha what an idiot she is that she can say English is a blunder when it was and it is the easiest subject in The entire high school time. No, there, you're wrong. It seems like the easiest to score LOW in college. Or is it not? Hang it.

Are you already bored reading through about my college life? But I haven't blogged about it before also! So if you do not like it, just fcuk it, I have no comments. Hehe. My Communication paper is tomorrow. Wish me luck, cause luck is what I need in this. Not all the best cause there ain't anything good in me to throw in my best.

1 more week to a wholesome holiday!
And yw, after my holidays, you'll be part of Metropolitan!
=)

-ping/Mel/i rock ;)

The Invader.

2008-07-13T21:48:00.004+08:00

No, you did not stumble into a wrong blog. The skin has been changed.
This skin will be used until I find a proper skin.
For now, I thought of just keeping it neat and simple.
Get back to me, swipe! (:

-inverted smilist

2008-07-12T13:44:00.002+08:00

hello everybody! im back! haha
my connection has a lot problems and i got fed up so i went to cancel it..
after cancelling only did i know that i can apply for another one a month later.
so... tht's y..... heh.. see lar, i've such good reason for not posting anything.. not like the rest. lol

anyways, we(jay, sam, zhini, chaiyin, sharon, hweiping, rebecca) went out yesterday for yam char at 4 Sekawan in Centro..
i suggested long time ago, that fridays should be our hang out/catch up day but no one actually took it seriously.. so i thought , fine lar i might not be free every friday also.
until last friday, before going to berkeley corner with a few of them, when i was on the phone with sharon, she suggested tht we should make it official tht every friday's our hang out day.
but then.. a few minutes later she msged asking me to forget bout it.. hahah.. we were quite disappointed with a few of them la.. "like who actually cares whether we hang out or not?? like look, how how many of us are here now? pfft"

but i really want us to at least hang out together once a week la..
so i ANNOUNCED yesterday tht FRIDAY'S OUR HANG OUT DAY.
it's like even if it'll only be 3 of us, why not? at least a few of us met up and catched up..
even if we don't talk, at least we know whether any of us grow uglier or not wat. lol

we kinda enjoyed ourselves yesterday. talked bout 2 freakiest pple in mgs. lol
forgot to take pictures.. will remember to take the next outing!

oh before i go, wanna tell yall how stupid i can go..
i actually went all the way to metro tht day without spm slip, pictures and all tht.
i went there with only money and i thought i could register. LOL

-ywen-

god PLEASE put a smile upon my face

2008-06-20T19:58:00.007+08:00

Seriously, i don't know what to blog about. but i'm really dying of boredom. i hope this whole "you're grounded for 2 weeks" thing won't actually be 2 weeks. CANNOT LA I CAN DIE OK. wanna know what i do everyday? i wake up at around 1 or 2 pm, eat brunch then watch tv till i get headache, go out if anyone at home wants to (which hardly happens cause everyone has something to do), fetch that tall person for tuition (sometimes i wish i can attend her classes also. then i wont have to be at home. at least can show off a bit in her class since i've been through it all. if i can remember la), play the piano (YES YES, starting again), laze. very lifeless, i knowww. but the thing is, i think i'm getting pretty used to it. as in, having no plans for the day and all. everything's so... *splat* i'm talking gibberish now.

ya chin's going off to kedah soon. that's sad la ok. joanne's gone, joyin's gone, now jacinth's gone too. who's going to be around on sundays where we have dinner! pei fun and edwin *chuckles* okok, they're fine and all but it's not going to be fun anymore sigh.

and today, they (my parents) were saying indirectly, that i'm going to be sent off next year. omg omg, i dont want. i mean, yea i wanna actually leave and all but if it's for real, i dont think ill actually be ready lor!

i saw this really nice bag in roxy and i've GOT TO have it. haih really really nice.

i'm bored. let me think what else to say.

uhm..

tsk.. nothing's coming up.

okay i think i miss college. yes sara, i miss college.

oh you know i'm thinking of getting my whole head highlighted again but people keep saying no cause they say i look nice with that natural look. what natural loookkkk..

eh ywen, i wanna go out when i'm "set free".

ping, blog bout yr damn college life la ok. like how you're being admired by people and your wonderful stories.

LOO SIN AHHH. sien already la everytime bug you for just ONE post.

told you i was bored.

okay bye bye. <3, sharon. i got a feeling this post wont have enter spaces again.

2008-06-15T21:09:00.001+08:00

bla bla bla.... i dunno what to blog bout.. who said it's gonna be only sharon from now onwards?? huh?? Huh?? WHO WHO WHO???

-Y.wen-

so you sailed away

2008-06-13T00:49:00.010+08:00

I wasn't really hoping for a late night today because it's gonna be an early morning tomorrow. Steamboat earlier was good btw! It's been some time since we cracked up like that. Oh how I love you girls :) Anyway, here I am, blogging after 2 hours of chatting with a couple of old friends. Singaporeans ARE entertaining. I don't know why I just classified them by their nationality. I guess it's just coincidence that they all happen to be funny today :) Hols started, and I'm not exactly rotting at home, yet. Rantings are coming my way though. Chilling and hanging out are going to be boring eventually (i know i have a couple more movies with a couple more ppl tho). Besides, the petrol price increase isn't really much of a help. Maybe I should start doing something intelligent. Haha, what am I talking about. Pfft.

The cities grow

The rivers flow

Where you are,

I'll never know

But I'm still here

If you were right and I was wrong

Why are you the one who's gone

And I'm still here.

That's the best Vertical Horizon song, ever. Evermore's light surrounding you has been playing in my head for more than a week now, by the way.

I had my escape. I need my escape. Where's my escape!

Random, I know. Don't complain! This blog is as dead as ever.

Nitey nite! - sharon.

(it's so gonna be sharon from now onwards. ON MSN AND ALL)

Of shitty workload and crazy company.

2008-05-17T18:58:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging from my hotel room in Thailand. Kinda decided to bring my laptop cause of the shitty workload I have for this long weekend considering Monday's a public holiday. I have a debate, families test and a math quiz on Tuesday. I so hope I'll be able to make it back early on Monday so I can get my things prepared for college. So u can actually imagine how I feel about this trip. I seriously don't wanna be here right now but then again, the crazy cousins (aka Fun Group - self proclaimed today) never fail to make things fun in no matter what situations. haha. I'm currently waiting for my massage session. They're supposed to come at 10 but I have no idea what went wrong. I can already hear Joanne's voice from here, laughing her ass off like she always does (Hmm). It's quite fun having my lappy here cause I can watch Grey's Anatomy :D ahahha yea yea i know, I'm supposed to get my work done but I need feedback from Nicole anyways, for the debate.

It's been pretty tiring so far. I'm not actually enjoying this place. I mean, what's there really to enjoy. It's the same old stuff y'know. We're staying in Lee Gardens (like always) so that means there'll be constant shopping in Central or Odeon. Then we'll walk around the crowded markets at night, swear at ppl who step on our feet and push like they just don't care, and then go back to our hotel rooms. After that it'll be supper. We'd either go down to the hawker stalls or have "kiam pia" with coffee OR junk food and cards. Haha I have to admit, this part of the day sounds more interesting than any other part of the day. Cause then we'll only be in our rooms, talking and laughing away.

My semester's gonna end real soon. I'll be having my finals on the 26th this month and I'll be done by the 28th onwards up until the 7th of July. Haha, damn syiok right, finals only 2 days then got holiday for about a month. But then again I really hope my timetable can be arranged along with my other friends so we can still hang out during breaks AND attend the same classes together. That'll be great.

Hmm, they're still not here yet. Walao I think we kena con already.

Have a great weekend everyone! :) - sharon.

2008-05-14T17:29:00.002+08:00

our dear friend chai yin got admitted into the hospital due to dengue fever.. do visit her in Pantai k?? it's nothing serious actually.. but she'll be very happy when pple call or visit her rite?? so, u know what to do la huh?? haha.. when her mood is good, she'll get well sooner.. :)
oh, and i think she'll be there for at least 3 days.

-Ywen-

2008-05-02T08:37:00.003+08:00

im ready for
meeting new frens in college
losing some of my high school frens
not being close to the ones im close to now
my close frens to not share secrets and problems with me anymore
them to not think of me first when they're happy or sad

oh and btw pple, im not joining honey at sunway for cimp anymore.. mom changed her mind. no one knows how in feeling la.. sigh.. anyways, im taking business. i hope im really a business person.

yea, emo post :)

-y.wen-

In Betweens.

2008-05-02T00:07:00.007+08:00

We managed to catch the premier of Ironman yesterday after college. It was awesome, no doubt. I was actually expecting myself to fall asleep or something cause I was super tired but the show was too good. ahaha. So anyways, hanging out with the group was fun. Especially when we all know there're no classes the next day (labour's day). I'll let the pictures do the talking from now :)

Us in mcd's before the movie. Freakshow was the photographer (I get to say tht too =p)

Us at pink, the day before. (nothing to do with yesterday)

Okay, feeling kinda lazy to upload the other pictures now (haha only one from yesterday, i know)Besides, there aren't any good pictures with me. The rest are still with Joyce. Oh and today, we went to college anyway although it was a public holiday and all to watch the sports events that were happening. We watched the badminton match, football match and also the swimming competition. He was actually quite fast! haha. Good pictures were taken, but I'll upload them up some other time when I get them.

It was overall, quite a laid back week. :) and I enjoyed everyday of it. Awesome companies make going to college all worth it some times. haha. But then again, these lecturers just know when to torture us and when not to. English test on Monday, Maths assigments due on Tuesday, and Families presentation starting Tuesday. How blissful.

Have a great weekend people!

sharon.

2008-04-23T14:01:00.002+08:00

okay, im blogging without permission... shhh
im not working i adidas anymore pple...
im now working for my uncle in DNE logistics.. lol
u see, i stopped working in y-fitness because it was too stressed d.. target too high.
but i really love the pple there.. cried like mad cow when i stopped.
then, i thought of going to adidas to work part time.. like one day 4 hrs but i wast allowed to.
n at tht time adidas need pple like urgently.. so i was like... "aiya, die die la"
n i started working there after having one day break. yea, no time to rest longer.

i actually only wanna work for a month there in adidas and planned to go for holidays n stuffs for 2 months since im starting college in july.
BUT my aunt called one week after i start working and said my uncle really need my help.
so, im forced to work again! untill mid june.. yea! no time for holidays! ugh!
and i think everybody's like, "ywen? work work work" edi.. hahaha.. right sharon?? lol
so yea.. im a busy woman, pple...
dont blame me for not coming here.. kekek..
and also, my connection at home sucks like hell...

i miss everybody here! i miss having so much time blogging, checking frenster n alll!!!!!!!!!
i dont like working!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh n, i felt so left out tht day when im out with u girls.. all yall talk about was college college and more college.. haiy.. i was really sad okay.. tht's y didnt join yall for second round at mamak.. and the saddest part was yall didnt even realise tht.

gtg!!!!!!!! ahh!!!!!

-y.wen-

SHOULD I OR NOT? IM IN A TOUGH SITUATION

2008-04-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

Kay, i'm gonna buy HTC Touch phone tomorrow. Im so afraid in making the wrong decision. I already bugged my dad to get it and now i need people's opinion. Faster tell me, i got not much time. It's gonna be from Pc Fair. Tell me tell me tell me! Should i go for that phone? Is it good in every way? It's alot of money i should think hard but i got not much time. Is goods from Pc fair original? Is it 100% new? Omg.

Should i be getting it or not?! Ive read everything about it on the internet and i think it's all fine. But maybe someone knows more about it? Mind to share?

Im clueless about these. It's gonna be bad if i myself regret when i get it. There is no turning back to it. Help me people! Mom and Dad disagrees but i told you before. I can cry for things i want and i did. I might be getting it tomorrow if i really think it's good. My dad asked me to sit aside and think if that is what i really wanna get. SIGH!

2008-03-22T03:53:00.000+08:00

I know i've not been blogging here for a while and i know it was my turn and it is now my turn and forever to be my turn..

There's nothing much to blog about except how i suffer at home and the curfews i have to go through nowadays! It has been one WHOLE year of freedom and when mom walks in the house, i can say goodbye to FREEDOM and say hi to BOREDOM. But somehow i kinda enjoy all these. Sleeping really late, waking up really late. Straight away throw myself in front of the computer, watch tv then sleep. I know what you people gonna say lar, lifeless right? *chuckles* "You aint that happening if you ask me!".

By the way, this NO AIR song is so cool. But the video clip makes me laugh till i think i need more air to breathe! Ill be starting college most prob on April 7th. So that day will determine my whole college life, or not? We'll see.

-MeL

Because We Love

A Journey

I want a teacup pig

Jamming after mamak

You call it a day, I call it a gift.

Blue Sky

Someday

Abomination

Catwoman

I'm here! lol

Where is EVERYBODY?

Speak no EVIL

boredom?

The many many months of not updating.

see through

MOVIE ANYONE?

Back in 2007

I need a miracle

i finished ONE assignment! 8 more to go! wee~~

It's only life-Kate voegele

Buses and Trains

What I hate people do (and I do)

Anyway-Martina McBride

too close for comfort

The Cinema Experience

Like a glass vase

tick tock

I found me again

you make it real-james morrison

Here I come again!

viva forever

Broken Strings-James Morrison and Nelly Furtado

*big silly grin*

Steer.

A sense of contentment

Eh, hello.

it's my rerun.

the aftermath.

still going strong

till it happens to you.

Jingle Jiggly Bell

I fear.. Time.

Paint it Black

It's another Birthday

Might as well.

tied together with a smile-taylor swift

Beyond This Door.

the hourglass.

angels among us - alabama

Then I'll Be Smiling

sitted under the table.

Miss Korrupt

Red carpet thrown before me.

sorry, shafa!

BBQ

Like a pen needs a page.

Dine at Chai Yin's Part 2 (190908)

you so flyyy..

LOVES

Braggadocio proves tottery

You Hear Me

Question

Karma, bullocks?

Makan at Chai Yin's!

when the clock strikes..

because im a good photographer

Love

an enjoyable day!

Hello, sunset.

080808

I see rainbow.

It's humanity, you cannot stop

memories made and in the making

How I long for yesterday

I'M BACK!

The Invader.

god PLEASE put a smile upon my face

so you sailed away

Of shitty workload and crazy company.

In Betweens.

big silly grin